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2007-06-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 173rd posts!
haha nvr tot this day will come sia..
lol

today tuition kinda lame
mr wong is still around
saying same old stuffs,
about guys are untruthful,
all they want is tuu get into ur clothes,
and wateva wateva
lol he says lyk tt is not onli cursing all the males in the world,
he is also saying about himself siia...
lol if wat he said is true
i will lyk tuu swear tt i will nvr be one of those examples he gave
lol some can say i hao lian hao lian buay hiao bai
i dun care
cos all i noe is tt i want tuu swear
(tuu proof him wrong lar =x)

actually wat he said, tuu me, is lyk having a 'life lesson'
nn a sort of gambling
fro wat he said,
i did learn about stuffs
about relationships when growing up
the reliability of this and that
but the more i listen tuu him
i turn out being more and more,
dunno how tuu say,
got more thinking of myself
then will begin tuu try tuu disagree tuu wat he said
haha i'm rebellious...

today when going tuition,
tot i'd saw queenie
but think properly
i bet it's nvr be possible
argh... dunwan care so much le
holiday must rest de

been drawing since my urge of making my new comic
i'm a pathetic artist
two characters nid 2hrs
sad rite??
anw i'm gonna draw one simple short manga
maybe today or tomoro then start
so sian

jiayou for my comics!

2007-06-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

finally back tuu blog again
so loong didnt blog le
cos busy wif my friendster =))
and so unfortunately
my com got virused ytd!
it took me loong tuu repair it
sad =((

supposely tuu get the pics i took in vivo fro adrian de
but he said his com's down
omfg!!
no choice lar
must wait...

my friendster have 120 views!!!
yeah lots rite??
and 88 comments
82 friends
before june, i onli hav 34 comments
and 56 friends
now i increased so many =))
so happy
thx everyone =))

been feeling wierd siia
cos after adding alot of my pri sch friends and jrs in friendster
suddenly thr's an urge of the arrival of teacher's day in my mind
of cos tt's a vry vry good thing
but then it's a long way till tt day
lyk sch reopens,
homeworks,
tests,
hardships,
alot of things lar
nn i am not completely want tt day tuu arrive
cos i jus... how tuu say... some sort of not wanting tuu see queenie
not tt i dunwan tuu, and not tt i not feeling tuu, jus tt i dun dare tuu
cos i fraid the one i'll be seeing wun be the one i used tuu noe
or maybe she wun be thr at all
lol i'm jus a fcking bastard lar...
(but of cors, i still hope tt we'll meet tt day)

holiday's fun
but i missed friends
like abigail, jessica, horng jye, sean, alot lar
but sch reopens nvr be in my wishlist
lol anw gtg
so bye

2007-06-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! finally posted one in july
feel lyk abandoning this blog
cos no tym blog blog

soo happy tt my testimonials in friendster rised tuu 45!!!
all thx tuu my friends in friendster!! =))
arigato!!
been sending out testimonials for days
have done with the third flood
now's for the fourth and fifth
it's call flood cos
i flood ppl with testimonial =))
lol

latr tuition,as usual(?), will be vry lame
hopefully is mr wong come teach
OR ELSE it can be so lame tt evn exageration wun make it worser... x_x
hopefully we can slack today

tomoro going vivo with adrain, again(?)
this tym is for a movie
wat movie we'll be watching?
not sure
maybe spidey, pirates of the bean or shreky
hopefully tomoro will be fun
regretfully we missed out andy AGAIN =.=
he's always busy

i gg for lunch now
so gtg
jaha! ;)

2007-05-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!
MY HOLIDAYS STARTS AT...1hr 8mins more =))

had lotsa fun smsing(?)
lol yep
actually wanting to blog in my second blog
but thr lyk leng qin qin de
so dunwan....
sad...

so been sms-ing olivia
cut down the sms-es tuu jess
cos i onli hav $9++ left T.T
chatting wif her kinda fun =))
nvr thought tt 1 yr dint meet our mo qi still shi zhu =))
actually i do learn alot in our msgs
haha dun tell you wat -_-

lol today went to visit my grandpa
oso talked to amelia
tok about wat?
confidential
onli can say one thing
is tt she says my msn msg is very mushy...
something lyk tt lar
forgot wat it is liao
actually still can lar tuu me
then she oso ask me hu i lyk
i jus say nobody
cos me myself i oso dunno =x
she wants me to spam her friendster profile
hmm... i hatew spamming
but i'll do it maybe tomoro
cos now too late le
i want slp...

she finally visited my profile!!!
lol hu is tt "she"??
lol the one i said i want tuu know de
jus happy tt my viewership was raised =))
nth much

sean's bdae's coming!!
buy him bananas...(cos we kept calling him king kong)
lol jus joking
actually thinking of buying spiderman 3 for him
if horngjye's willing to pay half or 1/4 of the prize
but if not
maybe i'll buy something cheaper
or maybe jus buy "king kong" myself =X
lol pls change the "king kong" above tuu "spiderman three"
haha see i so gd
still will buy him stuff when he dint gimme prezzie =((
anw i'll suck him dry nxt yr =)))

this is the end of my today's fantasy!

2007-05-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

So sad...
huang lao shi today last day teaching us T-T
cos she's going tuu study le
sad sad sad

today is kinda sian...
yup
actually tot of alot of stuffs tuu write
but i jus forgotten....

so i think i'm ending here
vry short rite?
lol so i gtg le
bb

2007-05-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

Are thr anitiing better to do than sleeping
when thr's nth tuu do and alot of things tuu do???

today's shiyun's bdae
gave her the prezzie
yup
and hopefully she likes it

now it's 10:13pm
though the timer may say it's 8+
cos i started blogging at tt tym
i'm so tired
doing the stupid sci scrapbook
it's a project
which we were suppose to do in sean's hse
BUT we wasted tym on playing xbox... T-T
anw i finished it
haiz.. now printing...
tomoro it's the last day of sch!!!
i'm so glad =))

hmm.... chatted with olivia today
the third tym =)
she seems bothered
cos of her sch mock exam
which is tt she has tuu choose a sub combination
but since she is one of the top
so the teachers(?) will help her tick he one with amths, phys and chem
but those subs she dint meet the requirements
and her band
she asked me wat would i do if i am her(for the mock exam 1)
well i tried tuu help
but i cant understand her sch's system for the mock exam
is lyk so complicated
maybe it is me who grown stupidier...

i felt vulnerable when i'm unable to help....

i wanted tuu help her solve her problems
but i jus dun understand...
all i can do is to cheer her up and support her (spiritually)
tt's all

now i printed finish everything
and trying tuu download angelus(inuyasha's last op)
haiz...
i think i'm gone case le..
most probably have tuu study in poly...

sad case

2007-05-23T20:18:00.001+08:00

now back to blog
my viewership sucks man...
so lil peops view my blog
but nvm
i will not giv up blogging =))

tomoro's shiyun's bdae
bought her prezzie le
a nice cutie soft toy
haha
it took away my lunch..
cos actually want buy choco for her
which is cheaper
but then lyk tt no cheng yi
so nvm lar
jus sacrifies my lunch
and buy tt toy
cos i everytym oso dint eat lunch
cos everytym go home slp le eat dinner
so nvm =))

really enjoyed chatting with olivia
really
she is one of the person whom i enjoyed chatting with most
really
haha we used to have alot of things tuu say when we are in pri sch
nvr gets bored...
lol cos tt tym i vry easy communicate with others
lol surprisingly no one calls me flirt
lol i vry decent de =)))
haha actually i cant believe tt i sacrifies my playtym tuu chat with her sia
haha tt's y i hav tym tuu blog
lol according tuu my record
her birthday is exactly on the same date with abigail
same
lol have tuu buy two sets of prezzie at a shot
tt means have tuu bring big bags tuu sch sia
lol tt's means i hav tuu skip floorball lor...
lol haha tuu giv her the prezzie
lol it still ages after
so i'll think of a solution
(i doubt there is)

anw i gtg le
so jaha

2007-05-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today... wello... is a great day!!

it's be ages since i blog (isit?)
actually i wanted to change the skin
but i find it troublesome

today the sec3 are back fro tamah negera camp(did i spell correctly?)
tt's kinda merry
so long dint see abigail le
victor, jasper, steven, joey alot alot alot
ya, btw today i toked to jasper's fren
he dint go for the camp
cos he said his parents say tht there got alot of wild animals,
ans scarcely he misses the train
tt's it for him...
well tt's a vry surprising excuse
so i, him and horng jye walk tuu the mrt tgt
cos he's taking the bus
and i'm going tuu northpoint for some private reason tt dun say oso can
lol then the disaster came
they treating me as gay sia
shld say they are treating themselves gays
they two are fighting for me siia
lol playing onli haha

another good thing is tt
olivia went online is msn!!!
so long dint see her le
forget how she looks
so we chat and chat
forget to chat wif jess
so sry...
kumae...
so we chatted
and alot of funny stuffs come out
lyk mistaken bags as handbags instead of slimbagss...
and alot alot of stuffs lar
then we still says something
lyk
" asking people if they hav stead is a sign of care"
lol we are so lame

bought getbackers 38
cool rite?
anw i gtg now
so jaha

2007-05-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

Getting so sick and nervous...
Tomoro will be my othello's play performance!
my hands are shaking now
help~~~

got some craps for my costume...
a red shirt over my uniform
and a beach in color western pants
it looks okay lar
not extremely nice
but still can guo de qu...
guo bu qu oso must try to guo de qu
cos tomoro is the play!!!!
waah.... y so fast?
somemore no salary

today's lang fest activities quite okay lar
during the glode trotter i go ka jiao fakrul
quite nice lar
i all around walk walk
nth tuu do!!!!!
i jus thr see got which jrs infront of my eye
then go play play with them
then today karmin go play the dunno call wat
then throw then hit gabriel
of cos i go see if gabriel ok anot lar
i not tt sort of stand aside watching show de
then gave him tissues paper lor
at first i tot is karming hit his eye
in the end is chest
anw quite lucky le lar
if eyes then got serious prob le...

then after sch i went for the rehearsal
the rehearsal is so funny de
they at first want me be desdemona!!!!
cos i'm white
well not the dricriminating phrase of "white"
cos i am fair
i almost faint sia
then i got my costume le
i jus add everything togehter
i lazy lar...

gonna end here... so jaha

2007-05-15T20:35:00.001+08:00

Really vry vry sad about my exam...
i failed my maths...

this two days i am damn suay
is fcking suay de lor

ytd during the fcking time when we check the geog
then i, sean and horng jye thr tok tok
we tok not so loud
others are louder lyk dunno by how many fucking tons
then i tio chase out eh
by tt michelle lau
is lyk not i the onli one tok
tt horng jye and sean oso lor
but the cher dun chase sean out cos tt cher see him ans a qns vry good
bias lar
how i hope tuu get biological weaponry to throw at her

today i vry sad lor...
maths fail TT
i vry bu gan xin
cos i work so hard
in the end i get so low
sad...

today went northpoint
cos xin qing bu hao
then dunno y
somebody lyk wave tuu me lyk tt
but the thingy is i dunno her
i am thinking if i see wrongly anot
but she is waving tuu me no err
maybe is my pri jr or wat

anw dun care le
gtg so bye

2007-05-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

2007-05-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

I'm glad today that
the science exam is so damn easy :))
two more papers to go
one is maths 2
another is art

i'm dying of art prep sia...
so many stuffy to draw...
can cry le....

then later still hav tuu revise maths...
so sad....
T-T
not typing so long
cos got things tuu chiong..

today went northpoint
by... BUS!!!
u noe, BUS
i hate buses
and somemore i took longer mins then taking a mrt
too bad horng jye lost his ez link
so tt's y
actually i want mrt
but he wants me acc him
watthe
so bo pain i follow him
then i go northpoint, he go home
on the way tot of alot alot of things
cos it's a way to yishun
so i do bear hopes of being able to see Queenie
she lives thr
lol it seems tt i've hoped for dunno how many tyms
and got disappointed so deeply
i believe i may be able to see her one day
sooner or later

so went to northpoint bought a comics
"vassalord"
the artist of the comic is samne with "peace maker"
quiet nice lar
but i dunlike tha artisit's style
some pics are really so damn wat sia

so gonna end here,
btw thx tiing for the tag!
jiayou too!

2007-05-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hi back to blog again....
haiz... damn sian sia
exam is driving peops crazy
is lyk damn fcking iritating
esp lit
dunno wat tuu study
cher oso dint tell us properly
and not evn giv us anything tuu revise

been drawing lyk mad recently
argh...
stressed
ytd was completely not feeling the hell well
idiot...

bth to post...
so bye

2007-05-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

Hi miraculously i'm backed again!!!
going tuu slp soon real soon
cos gonna stay up all nite today
cos hav tuu study for geog and home econ!!!!

damn scared of tomoro's examinations
esp geog
i know nothing!!!!!
wtf...
pls save me man!!!

today's chinese paper one is really terrifying man
it's not tt it is easy
jus tt the questions for letter writing and compo huang lao shi gave us before!!!
wahaha
we all noe how tuu do
actually i tot i die liao cos dint bring dictionary
but luckily the questions vry easy
no dictionary oso can ^^

but the paper two is aint as pleasant as paper one
the compre is damn diff!!!
i do until pekcek liao
the zao ju and the tian xie han zi+ci yu okok lar
still can manage

i'm crazy bout inuyasha
wanna buy the second book
but everytym tio stopped
by horng jye
u will noe how he stops me ltr
the show's on it's peak
but how unfortunately now is exam period
arghhh dun care so much le

went tuu woodlands regional library with horng jye these few days
actually wanna buy comics
but he force me to eat lunch TT
so we been thr to sudy
quite sian lar
but vry nice
lol both of us were kinda "crazy" for woodgrove sec gals
lol not tt sort of crazy
is jus tt we been using woodgrove sec gals
to say the reasons y each of us come to tt library to study
some sort of saying each other of lyking the woodgrove sec gals lar
lol actually i lyk the uniform
very nice and vry diff fro other schs
for y horng jye lyk woodgrove sec gals... i dunno :))
lol then today is damned funny
cos i've been searching guides on drawing mangas
so i used the search engine to find if thr's any books around
unfortunately nope
then suddenly thr's a group of guys surrounded me
then i dunno wat happen
then finally found out they are wanting tuu find a geography book on longtitude and latitude
which is most likely to be a textbook
then i help them find lor
then they asked me alot of things
lyk:

1) Are you fro china?
ans:no

2)then u are zheng zhong(pure) singaporean arh?
Ans:ya

3) you fro wat sch de?
ans: presbyterian high

4) you know hu's yannting anot?
Ans:ya

5) you know ivan? the one hu beat the principal de?
ans: Huh??Dunno =_=""

6) you know joshua anot? the one kissed in sch one?
ans: ya... i dunno if he did...

7) u vry cute ay, can i pinch ur face?
Ans: ehh. . .(nth tuu say)

8) wat's ur name arh?
ans: chew peng

9)chiong beng??
ans: chew peng. c-h-e-w-p-e-n-g

10)- how tuu write ur name arh? i want write ur name on ur hand. call u handsome k?
Ans:ehh...(nth tuu say)
-argh... pen no ink

11) You vry handsome leh, you got stead anot?
ans: nope

12) Then got ex?
Ans: nope

13) you nvr stead before wor. want me introduce someone tuu u anot?
Ans: ehh...(nth tuu say)

14) you ee the four dio pau thr? argh u see, dun look at them, ur eye will spoil one.
Ans: ya... eh...

-the conversation are something longer
i jus put in the main ones
they were kinda funny
they oso sec2 de
but dunno which sch
cos majority of them were not wearing uniforms
but i know one guy wore a green coloured uniform
argh dunno wat sch it is

lol dunno y recently (esp this yr) alot of ppl call me handsome
lol dun wan think so much le
gtg slp now
so bye bye!!

2007-04-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly i'm back to blog...

went to northpoint after tuition
bought inuyasha book 1
kinda nice
and i'm still reading...

exam two days to come
sian...
damn scared seh

today's blog nth to post
just here tuu say hallo to everyone :))
read ms zhang's slide on fragments
trying to get inspirations on how tuu do my art exam
but found out... thr's nth...

2007-04-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

Third day on my course work...
finally completed..
jus add in some decorations
i am done!

pls dun be mistaken when u see my work
it looks so colourful, as if
it looks colourful cos my printer no ink
and it gives out so many colours
lol so stupid lar
but the effect is good

ytd slept at 5am
cos studying for chinese
thoguht the test is counted in CA
but it ends up a test of revision...
wat the...
waste my tym seh...
i'm geting myopia...
anyway my CA for chinese quite good
get an A2
barely
cos i got 70
first A...
happy :))

Today's so tired
panda eyes popping out
but still got energy study
jus tt go home tt tym vry dizzy
so selpt in the afternoon
slept like dead pig lyk tt :X

tomoro not gonna blog
cos gaming
argh wasted so many days on coursework...
must rest well
and play!!!
cos the weekend to the exam is over,
i will not go online
or use the com either
so sad sia...

anw i gonna go now
so tired...
still got stuff to do
so jaha!

2007-04-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Jus completed 1/3 of my coursework
so tired
exams' around the corner
but i dun hav tym to study
cos homeworks are so crowded together
argh!

today kinda pissed
dunno y
iritated by alot of things
then somemore today hav the new south wales science quiz
it's a.. WASTE OF MY BLOODY TYM!
should learn fro russel say:
"BLOODY HELL, WASTE MY TYM!"
it's really wasting tym man
and most importantly,
it's not counted in CA
then yfore care???

finished my chinee letter-writing ytd
can be ready to hand up tomoro
though the deadline is thursday
i wrote craps on it man...

been aiming for a 75%
though i know tt it is horribly impossible
argh!
i want to transfer sch
cos phs suxs!
wat comics not allow?
they my mother arh?
tok tok tok
tok shit lar
phs is really really really sux big hell tym
the onli gold the sch get is for guzheng
lol guzheng so lil sch participate lor
get gold onli lyk can fly lyk tt
if lyk tt can fly
then anderson and amkss can live in vacuum liao lor
as their choir and band got gold with honour
jus a silver will satisfy my sch
argh

inuyasha is going tuu end
it is getting nicer and nicer
wanting to buy the comic
but no money
it has more books than getbackers man
lol

going to go offline soon...
cos so late le
btw,
today sms-ed jess
she told me her sis lyk not happy lyk tt
fro 5 to 8 been shouting at her
haiz... all i can say is to calm her sis down first
siblings should care for each other more often
how i hope tt i could hav a younger brother or sister
but y am i the youngest??!!

2007-04-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today is filled with a lil bit happy and sad
and disapointment

first thing to do is
to apologise for not updating my second blog
cos not feeling tuu do so
but it is still alive
and still fit

today's tuition is kinda sianz...
heard tt jianlun and his stead broken up
kinda sad for him
but mostly is dissapointed on him
he had become all siao diao
lyk becoming more... how tuu say... uncontrol of himself?
then he lyk trying tuu forget
but i can see tt he jus cnnt
so when i asked him y they broke up
i got a vry vry disapointing ans
which is
"we play enuf le"
wat is tt meaning for play enuf le?
tt is a vry irresponsible ans
and i'm really pissed of this
i know tt tt is not the ans fro his heart
but treating love as a game or joke is wat a bastard will do
i nvr tolerate a person hu thinks tt love is
jus something for being together, had fun and break up
though i know tt jianlun doesnt really mean it

today went toapayoh to buy assessments
the onli way to buck up
bought really really lots
must work hard
if i really want transfer
i dun bear to leave my frens
especially her
but i wanna try a new enviroment
of cos
first in my list is amkss
cos got lotsa frens
and the peops thr is vry frendly tuu me

ytd is mingen's birthday
happy birthday!!!
haha anw it's delayed
but i did remember ytd
but jus dint add in my blog post

really missed her
dunno y
maybe my desire of transferring is making me think so
i've been thinking
is it good for me to transfer
if i've transferred,
i may be able to forget her
be able to throw the soul which loved her away
able to like someone else
and able to write a new story for my life
but the main prob is
can i make it?
is it so successful??
i seriously doubt it

2007-04-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

today's jogathon's kinda boring
is really boring
and i got position 61
sad TT

today the sun is damn hot
and i got myself barbercued
now i'm all red
but nvm
cos i too white

today's thr's nth to blog
jus tt some unexpected stuff
like dominic got 2nd in position
it is unbelievable....

dunno y
i missed her badly today and ytd
dunno y
i jus am
wanted to see her everyday
but i noe i cant
cos i will get sept away
i must be vry vry stable this period
10 more days to exam
i hav tuu work vry vry hard

10 more days to exam
hope everyone's working hard
and goodluck!

2007-04-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

well 154....
it seems lyk i hav something on everyday
nn it is very very true

today haircheck
i almost dio sch haircut
lucky mr sim, my pe cher, saved me
or else my hairstyle will be lyk james lyk tt

but then wor, i go home go salon go cut slope...
arghh!!! i want my layers!!!
but too bad lar
the security so tight
i after hoiday then cut layers
really hate tan lip sing
argh!!!

my hair is now damn short
then today suay suay kezia and her fren(forget name liao) see my hairstyle
lol they were kinda astonish, i would like to say
and they got in the train
lol i almost cnnt get out
cos the place they board the train is whr i should alight
lol so funny

today art happy happy read comic
but my place is seriously destroyed by james they'all
lucky i wasnt sitting thr

jus finished doing my lit mindmap
whew...
i noted out alot of points
i did alot of hard work k?
i'm not tt sort of slackers
but then, i fraid i will get out of point...
so sad lar
hope will pass

2007-04-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Argh... managed to pass barely a lil bit for prac
a lil bit
i cooked crap D:

i cooked a tomato cream soup and potato salad
actually the potato salad taste spoilt
i see whr got something to save my salad
so i saw fruits fro russel
so get some fro him :))
saved~~

today a vry good day
bought monochrome factor 2 and 3
bingcheng lent me some money to buy the third book
arigato bing cheng
lol today went northpoint with him
(it seems lyk i got nth to do...)
(EXAMS ARE COMING!!!)
but too bad lar
i will still study
but hav to get myself to mood
i really like monochrome factor
maybe will upload the pics on the com in my another blog
this comics vry new
the book 1 is published at 30jan 2006
and book 3 is on 15march 2007

argh... got stuffs to do
i still got coursework...
got lit...
sad
dunwon blog le
jus a lil bit more after this...

haiz... really miss her
saw her today
i saw her, she dint see me
but i jus hav to put everything in my backmind
hav to concentrate on studies first

2007-04-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

Arghh!!!
tomoro prac exam!!!
and i'm lacking of milk and baking soda!!!

i'm suxz
how can i forgot to buy these two freaks??
hav tuu rush tuu 7-11 thr buy le
anw my legs are somehow fully recovered
got strenght chiong le

today got some unpleasant thing happened
but i wanna throw it in the last
so i'll tok about something gd

today afta sch, i went home and get my money to go northpoint with horng jye
to buy assessments
hav tuu really buck up
then on he way met seonghao in the mrt station
so we went north point together
then go kfc find haskel they all
but cnnt find
so seong hao go call them
and found out tt they are in the mc
whadda
so we went there and oso saw russel
hehe
we kope all their fries :))
then after tt i and horng jye went popular
saw his npcc jr
quite cute
seriously horng jye is a career flirter
so i bought a mths and a sci assessment
i really hav to buck up on these man

after tt i bought a comics
borrowed 2bucks fro horng jye
cos lent darren 4bucks
broke~
the comics is called monochrome factor
in chi translation, it is called shadow boy
vry nice comics
vry funny
haha i got alot of inspiration on drawing by reading
getbackers is too difficult
their drawing is really vry vry complicated
this one ok
and the story line vry good
how i hope my life is so carefree
i'm doing a new comics
the old one i put a rest to it
cos i havent reach the standard
the new comic i'm planning
is about a guy
who like to know a gal
but he had no courage
but one day he miraculously went back to 1000 yrs
and wat's going on afterwards?
confidential
this is a basic storyline i had went i saw a person
hu is tt person?
someone hu i wanted to know very much
dunno y everytym c her alot of inspiration de

so back to main
the stupid new dm
mr tan lip sing
he made all of us to the hall
there tok tok crap
then mrs caroline tan oso thr tok tok crap
then i damn pissed off with one idiotic sentence she said
she said,"i could evn name out all of the cca"
cos tt tym she was toking about character building
and say ccas are used as character building
not all sort of awards
i'm telling u
this is hypocritism
1) she cnnt name all the ccas
evn if she can,
she most probably will not noe tt floorball do exist
if she really can name floorball,
shewill onli name it for granted
she, or should i say all the staffs in the sch,
nvr noe wat we did at all
no one in tt fcking sch noes
they can name the name
but they nvr noe how to name the sweat and blood we shed
2)wat is not for awards
the fcking sch cancelled floorball cos of syf
u know y?
they wanted to get the fucking silver of co,
the wateva bronze fro band and wateva
is this not cos of award?
our training is postponed, cancelled due to this syf
yes, we dint do so good for floorball
unable to excel a medal for sch
but y cant the fucking sch evr think?
they dint do anything for floorball
they dint hire us a coach,
they dint buy us balls
yep, floorball is a cca as name
but to tt sch
floorball is jus a s-a-p
student associated programme
njc hav a full-time coach fro nus
rjc hav a career coach which is ranked no.2 in world record
dun tell me they are jcs, so diff
these two schs are vry popular jcs
they dun nid to hav floorball for their sch
but they did
they choose floorball as a cca
floorball is not a game which shoot balls all around,
if u wanna play tt sort of ball, go tabletenis
floorball is a game tht blood is nidded to shed
floorball nid to run more than other ccas
floorball is more furious then soccer
my seniors broke their glasses for floorball
but they dint regret
their passion for floorball is vry deep
but y cant the sch dun understand?

i'll stop writing about the above topic
and let's move to another topic
today saw joshua and denise
then actually i want ask joshua tomoro got training anot
but he face lyk chao chao like tt
go dao wo
then denise used handlanguage tell me not to tok to him
her language i dun understand
but i think joshua not happy
sometym i do doubt tt y
everytym i and denise tok he face chao chao
when i dun tok to her he ok ok
i remember like last friday lyk tt
i go take goalpost
then went back hall
then denise said hallo
then i reply
but then i heard joshua say to denise fro far
something lyk tt
"go behind then tok tok tok"
something lyk tt lar
cnnt remember
i think joshua is some sort of dun like his gf tok to other guys
dunno him lar
but if tt is his expectation for his gf
then must well tell his gf to not tok to him oso
dun care lar
anw is the couple's prob
just treat myself as their test
their bondship test
see if is joshua's jealousy win
or their bond win

2007-04-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

today aint a good day...

pls dun bother to read my second blog today
cos thr will not hav any entries thr
maybe tomoro
but not today

today's abigail's campus superstar 3rd audition
regretfully, she did not pass
i was very sad
dunno y, jus vry vry sad
sadder than wat i expected
i wanna cheer her up, go tok to her
but i dint eventually
i wanted to
but found out tt i dun stand a right tuu do so
she has her family and vry good frens
compared to them
i most probably nth at all
i'm jus a fren
evn i went to cheer her up
i'll end up an extra in the backstage
i cnnt do anything
i dunno wat tuu say tuu her
so i sent her a sms
and went to the other side of toapayoh
dunno y, my left eye hurts
it hurts me as if i am bleeding bloody tears
it really hurts
i went all places tuu find comics and games which can allow me tuu stop myself fro being sad
but thr's none
no comics, no games
so i wandered all around
joey called me
ask me if i am with her
of cos i said nope
then he asked me about all things happened
i do felt a lil bit regretted to leave
but thr's no choice
it's all destined
i noe i am a bastard to say this
but this is a most unpleasant truth
cos a bastard lyk me will hav a bastard destiny

to abigail:
well i dunno wat tuu say
lyk wat i wrote in the message
dun get discouraged cos of the result
u did vry well
thr's always be a second chance
and...
sry...
sumi-mase...

"a bastard lyk me will have a bastard destiny"

2007-04-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

Back to blog...

today's a vry vry tiring day
cos had floorball, tuition and went to supermarket to buy ingredient for course work...
really stressed up...
floorball got bullied
i goalkeep 1v3
i 1 vs jianyi, steven and joshua
then now my whole leg vry pain...
no kneepad.

tuition kinda boring
there's 8 of them, exclude me
none of them i knew
and thr's two gals and 6 guys
the class damn quiet
the class not competitive at all
go thr is lyk im the onli one not lag
then i damn bian tai de
we were given 1hr45mins to complete the compo and sit-writing
but i finished them using 1hr15mins
the half and hour thr lag lag
the rest all not finish yet

getting vry stress in studies
sci, geog, home econ, maths....
i really dunwanna study anymore
sci i dunno a thing
geog oso
h.e oso
maths oso
arghh!!!
y must study so much...?
if nth is advanced, tt would be good
i hate phs
phs everything sux!

today james fought with hongan
james damn good
can fight till hongan cry
and he fought lyk he sustain no injuries or feel no pain lyk tt
he is alot more than wat i tot he is
i've underestimated him

chinese test got 70 1/2
A2
vry happy
if is luxiling teach one
i tell u i die die oso dunwan pass

i try to study vry vry hard,
but nth i could do
i cant get a thing in my mind
i jus keep forgetting evrything
grr

hate study

2007-04-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday jessica :))

today really not feeling well
condition getting worse
getting breathing probs
and pain in the chest
after walking a few steps
actually wanna go home after recess
cos the pain is really really inendurable
but my frens want me to stay
so i stayed till the last period.

really pissed today
cos sch had been cancelling floorball practice
wtf
they announced it through the transmitter
or watsoever it was called
u noe wat's their excuse?
they said, " Floorball practice this afternoon is cancelled cos of the bad weather"
wtf our training is in the hall
wat's with the stupid weather?
i, infront of the whole class go shout "asshole" at the transmitter
lol cher oso dunno
really fed up with this stupid sch
always take our area to prac syf
our sch confirm bye bye de lar
the co got silver cos there's onli 20+ schs participate
and the band oso cannot win amkss, amkss got gold of honour seh

then the senior heard the stupid excuse oso want go find mr ang
but dunno wat happen they all return
and they bopian against the postpone
and all go market

the best senior of floorball
one of them in my list is
steven
he vry good

tomoro got floorball prac
and my tuition
actually tuition is on saturday
but i wanna go watch campus superstar
so i going tomoro instead
mrs syed class!!!
my gawd!
hope mr wong will go teach
and mrs syed on leave
yep tt's the best-case scenario

saved $20 somewhr
been saving hard
aye...
saving for saturday
and hope tt i wun use too much on tt day
and can continue saving

for my newly opened blog
it's a blog with more pictures
actually this blog is still alive
u can choose to read either one of these blogs
it's ur preference
but i would recomend to visit both
and leave tags :))

thx abigail for ur tag
and i will drink alot of water de
thx

2007-04-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Back to post....

first of all-->
thx tiing for tagging my blog
relink le

back to point
...
floorball was postponed to friday!!!
grr...
stupid syf!!!
y do they nid to usee such a big hall for???

today not feeling tt well
cos i'm not completely recovered
haiz.. so sad

today dint go for remedial...
so sad
cos i dun wan to
not feeling well

arghh!!! so sian
nth to blog
well i'll stop here

btw, thx abigail for ur concern
i'm kinda fine now
thx you vry much :))

2007-04-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

To Audrey and Jolie(or yanting oso can) who had been encouraging me in the 2.4km run
Arigato! Thankyou! Xiexie!

2007-04-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today i'm really sick
sick

nth much today
ran my 2.4
getting lousier
and was really sick
i'm alr sick in the morning
dunno wat to do for tomoro
Floorball
haiz...

i've finished my art pieces
all thx to my sis
for teaching me how tuu paint
arigato o-neichan

finished doing jess' bdae card
dunno y,
i've been wanting to make one for her oso
but her bdae was yet to come
and i dun even noe if i still have the chance to pass her her bdae prezzie
as time flies, distance do lenghten
been feeling tt we, all along, should not meet each other at all
it's somewat against the destiny

peops say tt when u are unwell or wat so eva
u will think about the person u loved (or lyk if preference)
i wasnt feeling well while running
i've keep thinking of her
dunno why
my mind is a tricker
i tried to resist, it jus wun...
i had to give her up
i cnnt continue lyking
i must stop...

2007-04-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

Came back fro tuition long tym ago...
argh... i'm kinda sux in my new game
though i've fought to lvl3
well i found out tt i do lyk strategy games
i can command
like playing chess
and i'll never stop thinking of my battleplan
evn when i'm slping
my brain do really moving
and now i'm trapped again
cos had to "fight a war"
lol i'm too obsess in it
nvr thought a $3.90 game will gimme such a fun

when to junction 8 after tuition
went to choose jess' prezzie
well i wun reveal the prezzie
cos present cannot be revealed before it is given out
but the hint is,
it is vry big

well i'll reveal wat i bought for elena
a hush puppy doggie plushie
lol

bought my acrylic paint...
finally...
i could color my imcomplete art

felt so stoopid
trapped in between the boundary of yes and no
should i giv up liking her anot
it's not as easy as toss a coin u noe
if it is, i'll toss it long tym ago
seriously
and truthfully
arghh

my sis came back...
with her hair permed!
omg
nice
and cool too
well cnnt believe she went perming

nxt sat maybe going to watch campus superstar audition
with my sis and her frens (?)
if she dun haf napfa
i'm a noob beside my sis
cos she really does noe how to wear clothings
i nids decades to catch up

argh... untangled mind

2007-04-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

7 days to jessica's bdae
11days to victor's bdae
this mth=Declared bankrupt

ltr afta tuition going j8
buy jess prezzie
lol no whr to go
elena's went to northpoint
causeway and sun plaza too far
so go j8
hmm... i had something in mind
so i'm not telling

been telling jess about my mind
actually i'm planning to giv up liking 'her'
cos me and her are too diff
vry vry diff
then jess told me tt if i really like somebody,
then the diff is not a prob to me
this sentence do reflect on my mine
but liking her will be a burden
not for me,
but for her
arggh... anw no one noes who is tt her anw
and i am jus one siding
all along

not blogging much,
cos i going to play
anw pls continue reading

tag reply--->

Hi Abigail
so glad u are able to log in to blogger!
and i missed ur posts too
and thx for being with me always
and i love you too ;))

2007-04-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

YEAHH!!!
I'VE BECOME A GOALIE FINALLY
So Gald
and here's the story for today

Today went to floorball
dint play as player
due to my injury
so i planned to watch
since i am so boring
thrfore i tried playing goalie
first is to try if i hav hope anot
secondly i wanted to participate in the game too
not as a player

my first oponent is victor
cos it's my vry first tym
so he put his guard down
then among 8shots, he scored 1
then he want to try again
then i blocked almost 20+shots of his
then jianyi want me tyo catch his
but out of ten i onli caught 2
his is really fast
anw i still got lot to prac

terrence and joshua oso want to play with me
joshua keep using airhooks
though i can catch some
joshua has indeed lotsa will to win

terrence's one is he missed alot
but i was well-trained after palying with him
i learned alot

so when i tell victor and steven i wanted to play as keeper
i was accepted :)))))
yesh
and i was allowed to decorate the noticeboard
so happy~~~

today's elena's bdae
lol sry for putting this matter sooo behind
anw i'll be toking about it now
this morning i brought the prezzie along with me
then... i cnnt find her
dunno whr she go
so i meng cha cha go to the hall
then when going to sing nat. athem then saw her
so i chiong all the way and giv her
lol gav her successfully
lyk i said
i've a brave heart
this is the first tym seeing her smile in the 365days
cos in sch neva tok to her
cos seriously i dun dare
cos evrytym see her lyk she hates me lyk tt
then find out shiyun oso tot elena hates her
anw drop the matter

lol most ppl tot i forgot her bdae
i am vry good in remembering birthdays k??
i'm a pro in it
hehe

today's a vry good day
though i ponned respelling again for chinese
no tym to study
cos cca got alot to do
sad ar

anw i'll end it here
so byye

qianhua... u noe hu is she???

2007-04-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

i seriously like the game i bought
though i'm stupid enuf to not read the manual before playing...

denise finally added me in friendster
waited vry long

today art lesson
painting
i can paint both well and not well
anw i'm painting afterwards

tomoro will be elena's birthday
got the present ready
but dunno if able to giv her sucessfully
i believe i can

not gonna write anymore
cos going to play
so bye!

2007-04-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

ouch my back...

my spine's condition getting worse
and my leg
and my breathing
today floorball ran one match
then cnnt play le
cnnt run tt's y

today floorball got alot of things happened
cos my team(including terrence and benedict)
lost
then they two quarrel
benedict say he solo
then terrence not happy
then shout here shout
then mr soon tell them calm down
then terrence go scold him lj
then mr soon damn buay song
say want cancel errence's name
then the fight prolonged and prolonged
y do they had to fight
the match lost is not because
terrence's solo
it's all because of me
it's because of my running
and because of my recklessness

cos of the match,
i'm not vry in the mood
so i took a pencil and draw
draw floorball stick and ball
then steven saw my drawing
he tell the ppl beside him
say i can help draw logo le
haha i'll draw if possible
too bad we floorball board no key to lock

then jianyi came and ask me if i noe huang laoshi(my current chi cher)
then he ask me she good anot
then he tell me she's his church fren
then tell me dun bully
lol i not so bad tt will bully
but i dunno if my classmates will
then huang laoshi go giv jian yi tuition
then alot of ppl go look
then we all can ans the qns
onli jianyi cnnt
then i shuang the most
i ans alot

haiz...
feeling vry dunno how to say
i and her distance is really longered everyday
haiz...
dunno lar

2007-04-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

Today's flunker's day!!!
cos i flunked in my chinese spelling and home econ test
confirm!!!

Today recess bought a drawing block,
helping jess to draw butterflies
then go find jose
cos she pon pe
then we tok tok tok tok tok
and i on the way draw draw draw draw draw
then alot of people hu i know walk passed
alot
then is lyk evry5mins had to say hi to them
the first person walked passed is joey and abigail
joey says they ponned lesson(?)
well i dunwanna think about tt
then we tok about art then tok till we dunno got bee
then got a few guys fro her class tell her
then she chiong lyk hell
i jus move aside wait for the bee fly away
lol she can really run
i at first still doubt if she really get silver for her prev napfa

then afternoon suppose to meet cheryl
but she couldnt make it
so i set off by myself
u noe wat?
my shoelace got stuck in the stoopig escalator
luckily i got the strenght to pull it out
or else it will be the end
then karen saw it!
omg
lol got chat wif her for a while till her train arrive
then i went to northpoint

bought elena something
but i dunwan to reveal
nvr reveal the gift till it was given out
then i oso bought a game cd-rom for 3.90 niia
a stragedy game
it's tym for me to play tt
cos i've been playing stealth-mode games
i lyk stealth modes
but stragedy can train my intellect
lol
do i hav tt??

the drawing is almost completed and will be delivered to jess
i called it "elegance of butterflies"
i have to draw 100+ butterflies man
till i dun bear to draw lines through them
let jess do it herself

saw her today
though not for vry long
jus as long as a min
i really like her
but jus tt we are too different
dunno wat to do
i really felled for her...

2007-04-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

well...
i'm a g-a-y GAY
anw it's jus april fool!!!

u cnnt seriously think wat i said is real, aint u?
god knows i'm not!
today's post has lotsa good news ^^
lots?
maybe some

Firstly,
congrats abigail to be able enter the third round audition for css ^^
so glad she made it
whew...
the third one will be two saturdays fro now
hope she'll get in

I finished playing my deus ex
finished?
not really
still have 3/4 not yet
cos there's 4 options for me to choose
tt game's cool
well i chose to merge with an AI
and it ended with the villian got abandoned in his way of augmenting himself
sad for him
really wanna play deusEx2
but evn if i found it and bought it
i mayot finish it cos
i cnnt win without cheatscodes
heee

tomoro will be going out with cheryl to buy elena's bdae prezzie
i lied my mom said to go out with friends to buy 1 present for a guy
eh... better not let her know the truth
cos she'll make me so paiiseh

my sis is getting retard behind me
she's toking crap man

was smsing jess yesterday during my tuition
cos my tuition thr's nth much
the cher onli thr tok tok craps
so we were toking about compo,
blah blahs,
and music and sport
lol i failed my 2.4...
unbelievable huh?
i cnnt believe it myself
then i was toking tt
i may quit floorball if it doesnt really suit me
then i oso said tt maybe i'll try transferring again
yep maybe
cos...a new enviroment huh?
staying in phs is lyk...
caged?
unable to spread
yep unable

haiz...
dunno y
i felt tt i and her distance were longered by one stretch
maybe i shouldnt fell for her in the vry beginning
we shouldnt hav known each other at all
cos i know tt
i nvr be the person in her mind when she needed help
i am.. nth
my existance is jus an image
nth more, nth less
i'm jus a pic which is empty in the inside
i wanna be thr to joy over her sucess
to cry her sadness
to feel her pain
but i noe
i wun be the one

i am jus an emptyness

2007-03-31T01:11:00.000+08:00

Decided to challenge 3/4 view
ehh... it seems easy
seriously it's hard

i dunno how to draw 3/4 view
i'm trying vry hard
pls support me~~

was vry amazed by how mr wang paint when demostration
and i wanna try it out
I CNNT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK!
hope i suceed

ytd, which is friday
we made biscuit in home econ lesson
i've became a maid
cos i ost my apron
and had to wash dishes...
T.T

Today ArtCentral showed two episodes of inuyasha
today episodes were vry boring
not straight to the point...
wasted alot of tym
ehh...

today will be abigail's second round audition
unlike my created character,
i can't foresee the future
i dunno if she will be able to pass this round or not
but the only thing i can do is to pray and believe
i believe she can do it
and
hope all good things will shower on her today
yep
:))

rumbling hearts finally ended
the ending is good
jus tt it is not as good as i thought it'll be
tt a nice show
p.s takayuki is a bastard :x

2007-03-30T01:27:00.000+08:00

137th post

wrote the post for today
30/3/07
cos at nite i'm gonna play

been in bad moods recently
cos of planning wat prezzie to buy
lack of nutritions as i'm saving money
which caused me dizzy
my leg's injured
my stoopig scar on my eye which getting itself healed with weeks
my relationships
unfair treatments
everything
arghh... hatezz
how i hope able to see her evryday

of cuz i noe tt wish of mine nvr comes true
cos she maybe someone important to her
i maynot be someone she will evr notice
evn if we had a distance of 5footprints
it's been 2fullmoons since we first met,
but the duration we met is lyk looking at a star for one night
well, now thr's no stars in the sky
you'll see how hard to be able to see stars
evn if u are able to see it,
u may fell aslp gradually

ytd was kinda fun, though thr's some unpleasant things going
as i said, i had to retest for my chinese spelling
gawd
hope be able to pon
but the cher vry diff to trick

maths is soo damn boring
i hate :XX
been learning coordinate geometry
it's lame though

then at my last two periods
i and my class were going to sci bio lab
then 4a was going out of the com lab
then saw asree
holding on a teddybear
then still gotsee april
then she say hallo
i say hallo back
then she go tell asree say i vry cute
then russel and sean heard
then they keep pranking...
TT

didnt go floorball
but not pon
as i said, my leg was injured
i overused it on wed
and now i was half-crippled
i guess i will not attend floorball for the following thursday
cos i will hav to retake my 2.4
cos i ran 14min
omg
i really reached my max and now my speed is declining
let's hope i will pass

i am jus invisible to her.
she maynot notice,
tt i am always thr.
looking at her,
sheding my tears jus for her....

2007-03-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

47 friends
60 viewership
21 testimonials
one word
cool

jus linked jianlun and his stead
lol how envy i am
anw i wasted lotsa tym helping tt joker to find songs for his blog
can die die le
waah

today dint attend floorball prac
cos ytd 2.4
now my leg injured
it's useless if my hands are ok, but not my legs
so i cnnt go

had to respelling for my chinese tomoro 7
wat the
cos i got 55
so sad
i tired
y mus respelling??

white today went crazy
cos lotsa us dint hand in his hw
so sad
anw i'm doing it ltr

got alot of things to do ltr
jus completed my home econ
argh not gonna type anymore

so..
heard tt abigail was sick
hope she is fine now
her second audition is the coming sat
hope she will excel!
jiiayou!

2007-03-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

got 55viewerships for friendster
thx!!!
broke my millenium record

today a vry vry focus thing happened in my class
the thing is
i fought with hongan today
wat's the focus thing about?
he gav me one punch i returned him 13 punches
hu tell him no reasons go hit me first
and somemore leave me a scar in the skin near my eye
anw i am very merciful le
i aimed for the hardest part of his skull
the max damaged is getting dizzy for an hour+?
and i'm alot weaker than jiahui
i can survived fro his punches in the weakest point of the skull
i dun believe tt hongan will be so weak to go to hospital cos of my punch
if he really go hospital
like tt he dunnid survive in phs le

argh! my eyes
stupid hopngan
now my eye got scar
ltr police mistake me for gangster i die le
anw stupid hongan make me
broke my promise
cos i promised abigail cnnt go harm myself
or else she will be angry if see me got plaster or injuries on me

nxt monday will be going to northpoint with cheryl
we are going to buy present for elena
i dun dare buy myself
fraid bought something wrong
sad seh

today we ran 2.4km
james ran i round then cnnt run le
he sat thr
then ppl try to persuade him to return
he refuses
and kept pointing middle finger
i tried to persuade hium
but the most i can do is to bring him to the toilet go wash himself
but then he go thr dunwan go le
then i'm really have no idea how to do
then called mr sim to the toilet oso
at last we succeeded
then he told me and mr sim y he cnnt run
his legs got prob in the begining of his life
so he cnnt run
haiz... truly speaking
if he really not feeling well,
y dun he tell cher, and kept being so angry?

2007-03-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

Went to sci centre today...
caught three denserflies in one shot
and caught one dragonfly^^
got one denserfly for my group's observation
another one freed it
and gave one to two gals which is not my class
and surprisely joined my class' trip
... this is not call flirt k?
this is called being friendly
the way of treating friendly to guys and to gals are different
to guys, play play kk liao
but cnnt play play to gals
and if tok tok, peops will say flirt
so the only way is to help if possible....

in the sci centre,
got see my prisch students go thr oso
but i dun see anyone i noe
so sad...
lol wondering y i see no one i noe
cos i remembered last yr knew some peops fro 5.10
and this patch is 6.10
should be same class seh
anw it doesnt matter anymore

today in class is so sian
everyone is hoping for 1pm to come
cos 1pm we are leaving sch!
but mdm haq gave my eng class something tt seriously deepened my mood
she gave us a title
and want us to be creative and make it into some products
i thought i could slack the whole way man
anw this is wat i wrote

q:pls identify 'Powerbangga'
and explain it

ans:
Powerbangga, a new age weapon which is stronger than nuclear

How is it formed?
the main source of the weapon is a new man-made atom known as poisede.
The theory of making the explosive is the same with making a nuclear bomb

how is it dangerous?
1. Maximum power of explosive: new world order
2. poisonous substances known as cyanide will be formed after explosion due to some scientific reasons which don't say oso can.
3. Radiation causes immediate death

where is it found?
anywhr but not my hse...

well i made the paper fulled of rubbishes
mmdm haq still find it attractive...
hehe radiation causes immediate death
i wonder who will be able to make the explosive which will kill them on halfway
wat a no brain weapon

finally know wat's the name of the senior i know
she is called denise
wun feel wierd toking to someone i dun even noe the name
whew~~

today after sci centre go watch floorball
jack and xavier went thr oso
xavier's hair damn long
...
jack still no change
anw it's expected to see him wearing innova jc
pe shirt or wateva
cos innova is known as second position in national jc floorball
my sis' sch is third
yjc is first

still hugging on the hope of wanting to be a goalie
though it will cost me 400bucks
at least it's better to be joked around as a defender...

really dun like one person
for some respect education which china invented
i dun say his name oso can
he lyk see me bui song bui song like tt
evrytym lyk want fight like tt
is i giv him face
or else i confirm say
"u want fight go outside settle,
dun show me all these expressions"
anw dun care him le
cos i know someday confirm will fight de
so jus wait

i really like tt iguana in the sci centre

2007-03-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

Today in a foul mood...

1. Finally commented tt horng jye and sean are iritating
no offence
but seriously they are iritating
evryday fight n fight
and evn drag me down

2. reverse feelings
dunno wat happen
maybe ate the wrong medicine
i felt wierd
starting to not wanting to see the person i most wanted to see
and starting to want to see the person i feared to see
wat the???

3. difficulties in choosing present
like i said,
i'm buying plushie doggie for elena for her bdae
today went j8
but dunno wat to buy
buy large size or small size
but small size lyk vry stingy
and large size is so inconvenient
medium size, dint see tt at all
buy black or white???
buy poiinted ears or not???
lol i'm jus toking craps

4. my feelings
this is the most deepeneing factor of all
i all along knew tt
i and her distances is too large----------------
arggh...
vry mixed up

actually elena's the first person i lyk in phs...
(everyone----- diam-)
lol not wanting to tok so much about it
anw gtg
so bye!

2007-03-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

changed blog song
hehe finally got this song
i was half-dead when i found this

today nth much
slacked all day at home
smsing shiyun
she told me she go prank a sec4 despo guy
tt guy damn pity
got massive prankings by her and her frens
well no offence

today's post is so sian sian
actually been busy with my friendsters acc
try to get more tesimonials
got 12 now...
a long way to go
then been going to my couz amelia's profile
lol all she wrote is about his stead seh....
but then alot of controversy been going on about her new hairstyle
then i let my sis go her profile
my sis was lyk--- omg omg
then she go look at amelia's stead profile
their profile no diff
jus tt tt guy not so commited as amelia does
lol my sis is in love with my small lil cousin's pic...

Elena's bdae's coming
buying her plushie dog
lyk cheryl recommended
so anw i gtg now
so bb

2007-03-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

131th post

today massively wrote tesimonials to my friends
to increase the no. of testimonials :))
wrote to alot of old frens
including cheryl who had transferred, aps frens
annd some other frens
whew... tired

tuition is so boring
cos mrs syed took over mr wong
the class is so boring
and jianlun is caught toking by her
and got punished
i used this opportunity to sms to jess
syed is so sai!

really envy jianlun
for having himself a stead
lol of cos he has his prob
have to be with his stead all day during holidays
lol for me ok lar
i prefer having his situation than mine man
lol pls pretend i said nth

unable to attend the floorball match ytd is really an impact to me
so sad T.T
i really wanna b able to go
jus tt my stupid eyes
suffering fro fast-image blindness
if i run too fast, i cant see athing
so sad
actually wanna to try goalkeeper
goalkeeping i can lar
cos if i didnot move, still can see
though the ball may row vry fast
cos i run faster
=X
anw, i maynot hav my chance man
floorball got 2 goalies
one is clarence, another is mengchao
still got one more jasper
hu currently dunno fly whr le
i bet if i continue play as defender, i confirm bye bye and tio demote le
lol jus treat this as my fathoping

on the way to tuition,
in the yck station
saw harrison
lol my sis was with me
cos she going tampinese watch floorball match
so we go together to the station
then harrison thought she is my stead
cos she is shorter than me
lol actually not so short lar
160 niia
i'm jus taller than her by 10cms

today went amk
go buy alot of things
but most of them are edible
bought a honey aloe vera for my sis
cos i confirm noe then she will go blasting when she reached home
cos the travel is jus so far!
buy her tt one is jus perfect man

bought amuyu's best2-black-
my sis got white
so i bought black
of cos the songs inside differ
well, actually i wanna buy dn angel ost
but i got most of the song i want
so dint buy

i really like my new bag seh :))

2007-03-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

back

went to bugis junction and toa payoh today
dint go for the frendly
as i said
i m not playing for it

dint buy anythiing in toapayoh
cos nth tuu buy
want to buy cd
but all the cds were bought by my sis
so nth to buy lor

afta tt went to bugis junction
bought zinc bag
brown in color
may upload the pics

wanting to buy gb comics and games
but gb comics quite a watse of $$ cos i had to buy 4
and i haven played finished my deus ex
so i'm not buying

2007-03-23T12:52:00.000+08:00

today will not be going to the friendly match
cos i'm not playing

now at home
ponned the sport day
dun care
anw i gtg

cos ltr will be coming to blog again
so end here

2007-03-22T20:06:00.001+08:00

back to post again

posting two in one day is kinda siao
but now's free
and tomoro not going sport carnival
woohoo!
i can save my energy for floorball tomoro

floorball prac dun really goes well
been making mistakes
at least i did improve
been trying to observe others
but scenarios arent the same
so sometyms do make mistake
somemore gabriel didnt come
keegen got demoted
i'm so lonely
lonely~~~
so i had been playing with the uppersec
of cos had to be more hardworking than before

got alot of scolding by seniors today
cos i'm halfayear later than the rest
cos i ponned floorball for halfayear
i dunno any codes
and my name they use is so confusing tt
i cnnt evn differentiate
if they are calling my name or some other things
the wprst is tt one tym when i passed the ball to jianyi
the ball rowed and own-goaled
argh!!!

tomoro going to match
so i wanna rest early

really missed her...
though i noe tt our distance will increase as tym passes
it will definitely will
esp if queenie came back
well i dunno
i noe i missed queenie
but i lyk her
i still lyk her
i dunwanna giv up
in a deep dilemma

today met one of my female senior
actually is alot lar
finaly knew the one hu toked to me about a lot of things and
the next day got laughed by samuel fro sec3
cos hew is thr witnessing
the funny speech
she is called shermin
the another one hu miracly knew my name
which i nvr expected...
i still dunno her name
but i could easily regconise her
going to ask her name soon
knowing someone not knowing the name is so wierd
it seems like i'm beginning to change a lil bit
i used to be vry shy
and now still
jus tt trying to get shy lesser

the other three i saw is 'seah'(sry still dunno name),
cecelia(jasper gave her a really bad name)
and another person
dunno hu

for the senior hu miracly know my name
i'm more free to talk to her
dunno why
jus think tt it's vry easy to talk to her

wanting to buy "phantom of the opera" book
it looks nice

i gtg soon
end

2007-03-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

I'm beginning to lyk listening to koda's songs

Today thr's floorball
so i'm posting this in the lib
listening to koda's hotstuff
vry nice song
maybe u shld try it

ytd did a massive fusion to my friendster's accs
i had four accs
but now using one cos
all along my other three acc had been banned
so i'm going to add all my frens fro those acc to my newest acc
and add alot of pics
more will come tonite

ltr floorball will be a stressful one
cos tomoro's frendly
i'm really fcked up by hearing wat sherman said
he said,"tomro's friendly, so y'all not participating ones dunnid to go for the training"
does he really thinks tt he will be tt fcking lucky one to get in too
well all of us hav to go for the friendly match tomoro
and jianyi, gary dint say tt anyone can be absent for today's training
anw, i'll throw away his ignorant speech

xinyong ytd told me tt mr wong used to be a cher in acsi
before he resigned on this valentine's
lol unbelievable
a cher as ervert as xinyong oso can teach such a good school
life's unfair man

anyway i'm going off
gtg check up wat's my few active jrs are doing
in their monopoly
so jaha

**p.s. tomoro is really ponning sport carnival
dun tell chers k?

2007-03-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

Suppose to write this post ytd midnight
but my sis wanna slp
so cnnt
so sad

i really wanna post when i read this thing on the mag
horoscope
lol i'm kinda lame reading
but sometyms is quite true
and i hope this is true

it wrote:
"There is every chance tt somone u hav not seen
for a long tym, but whom u miss, is about to return"

is 6months going 7 long enuf?
i'm happy to read tt
cos maybe i'll be able to see queenie soon
wat would i do at the moment i see her?
i guess i most probably not noe
but somethings i'm worrying about
has she changed since our departure?
and wat should i do?
dunwanna think bout it

thx shiyun for ur tag
lol ytd i in msn told her tt if possible,
i'll give qiquan one punch to eternally shut his mouth up
then she tells me not to
cos fighting no gd
anw thx!

today saw yiteng and his sis after my sch
lol if u dunno hu is yiteng
well tt's a notneeded info
cos i'll tok about him for onli 5 lines
tt's all

xinyong wants to go cienema watch movie with me on june holi
well, xinyong's full info will be written down
he is my last yr tuitionmate
a potential pervert
a talented nonsensical person
and a career ponner of his cca
no offence (:

saw abigail today too
well cos today all lvls had their recesses on the same tym
so the whole canteen is so cramped up
i suppose to go for my eng lesson in basketball court
but change to cca block though
well tt's out of the topic
i saw her when i'm on the way to basketball court
in the path to the classroom
well seeing her everyday is the best :))

i am ponmning sportday on friday
hehe my mother's willingly to help me seh
should say allowed me to
anyway i gtg now
so jaha

2007-03-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

I'm... totally fcked up today
being sucky in the floorball training
i'm totally screwed up
seniors esp jianyi want me to play well
and tried to train me well
and gave me lot of stress
well i'm not saying tt jian yi is no gd
he vry good
the bad one is joshua
he tok he so pro lyk tt
he action kiia nia
evrytym see gals then go flirt
and still try to show off his airhook skill
and somemore everytym fail
then in the match he siao siao de
he thought i am his team, then keep telling me to not block him seh
and when he know i'm the enermy,
then he tell me dun push him though he's the one pushing
wtf???

saw abigail today
once in during my recess, whichis her pe
another tym is in the lib, which i'm discussing abt my othello skit thingy
after tt is in the canteen, whr i'm playing floorball with my friends
the last tym is in the hall, which i passed her the french dictionary
today brought the dictionary cos
ytd she seems interested in learning french
and i currently dunnid it
so i decided to lend her
hope she has a good tym learning french (:

Today floorball seniors tok cock
cos we are going to st.gabriel sch for a friendly match
then they say they want go meng chao's hse go play mahjong
gary still say can call grilfrens come
but dun keep going oilet
he damn sick seh

today is really tired...
now chionging homeworks
science...
english...
homeworks are flying in my eyes...
sad...
so sad lar...
homeworks...
i'm dying of it
tomoro nid not report to sch early
8:10 is the latest
my sis bought the 'best of ayumi-white-' and 'the best of kodakumi'
she says ayumi one not nice, but i think okay lar
then i saw the kodakumi one
see the cover page remembered tt tt one is nc16
but then look at the notice, it is m18!!!
wtf
my sis got it when she is merely 17???
her jc uniform saved her man
i told her abt it
at first she dun believe
she says cd whr got m18 de
then she saw it she was shocked man
lol nvm
she'll listen to it

i wanna shout till my heart break out

2007-03-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

damn!
i was disconnected
my prev post were deleted

today gave jessica the asiasoft prepaid cut and codes which i get for free yesterday
in the carnival
so glad she lyks it
cos the card onli 1000 niia
but can use in pangya, maple and audition
limited edition card
jus tt i hav no use to it
jessica got play audition
so giv her lor

today morning
i'm totally screwed up
feeling so sad
anw it's jus past
and onli somewhr a dozen of hours passed
try to get over it

the new tymtable is total rubbish
who the freak organised this tymtable man???
the sch dismisses is so unstable
and so late too
i hate it
esp the wednesday
sch starts at 8.10 seh
not used to it

today mdm haq 'ate the wrong medicine'
giving summons tickets had became her career
i got my 'royal and proud' ticket in the FIRST DAY OF SCH
and got stayed back
nvr expect angelina and calista oso tio
actually is all the peops she taught all tio...
then we all co-op
together read the dictionary and form a vocab list

i ponned huang lao shi's appointment
hu cares man
all guys ponned the appointment
cos i engrafted this 'skipping' union
cos i hate her way of punishment
she said tt if the first day dint do, nxt day must pass up
but then if not valid reason then meet her
but the prob is she dint even asked wat is the reason!

today went to cut hair after the 'paying the summon fee'
go to 'paparazi' again
saw the cute gal i once mentioned in my last yr post
if u missed it
then too bad lar
cos even those who read it will oso forget de
today another hairdresser cut the hair for me
this salon is nvr lack of hairdresser man
the third tym i go,
i was handled by three differ person
but i lyk my new hairstyle
the 'new' hairdresser cut vry nice
jus tt her styling no gd
well no offence
anw thx!

after the haircut went to causeway
walk a whole big round
cos it'll be long when i'm going another tym
so jus look around
nth much thr
same old place

tomro is huimei's ndae
but dunno wat to giv her
i'm lacking of money
see first

my sis got her floorball stick
but her stick is really sux
really
lol dun wan to say rite infront of her face
like tt confirm die de

holidays ended
had to wake my mind up
i tried not to think bout queenie's matter much
but i will never giv up the hope of seeing her again
well i will nvr giv up

2007-03-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today went to asiasoft's sport carnival "gamers love sport"
saw alot of familiar faces
like zaccheus, ex.phsian
shuxian, tuition de
and lunxing
then milk oso thr
sang 3songs and dance
well the activities were fun

after tt went to campus superstar audition
actually wanna go see abigail de
but end up following adrian
it's not good for him to always follow me
so i followed him
tt would be fairplay
nvr thought tht his father's friend's daughter oso joined
i knew one of them called cynthia
the another one i dunno
but none of them entered the second round
xiufen oso joined
but she dint get in
anw tt's NOMB
cos i dun even noe her
except her name
and some basic details
cos she fro table tenis and my class are mostly tabletenis

didnt really faced abigail face to face
cos she has her friends accompanying
i'll jus be an extra
so i dun think i am needed

two people got into the second round
one is my jr which i seriously didnt see before
another is abigail
she sang really good
really touching
and her voice is vry strong
anw congrats abigail!

...i am jus someone
hu are not nided in the vry beginning
i am jus the one standing away fro you
in the dark
in the backstage
outside the performance area
and onli appear when nided
nicely saying
i am a guardian angel
truly speaking, i am nth...

2007-03-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

Today's tuition is so lame...
i should havnot attend today

tomoro going to maple's sports carnival with adrain
after tt going to toapayoh to watch campus superstar
tomoro still hav
jus go thr to watch
and see abigail perform oso

anw i gtg now
playing games
this post is the shortest ever
bye

2007-03-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

Back to post again

first of all...
thx abigail for ur tag and encouragement,
like i said, in the reply, somethings really do nid tym
esp wat currently in my heart is once important to me
it maybe still important to me
or more.
a few hours more will be ur audition
i maynot be at the scene supporting
but i may be thr, may only
most of all, my thought will be thr
so get on the stage and shine lyk a star!

Today went to pizzahut with my mom, sis, auntie and cousin
i'm the only guy thr
my sis went thr after floorball
and my cousin after choir
well some surprising things happened
my shoes and schshoes were stolen
and met some ppl i noe outside sch went i'm going to cross the road with my auntie and mom
2 fro 2e
and saw 'seah' and her frens
lol 'seah' fro sec3 de
i dunno her name
onli noe her surname 'seah'
if u noe hu she is
pls correct me
after eating i and my sis went to amkhub to shop
well it has been the first tym i've been her 'servant' outside
everytym help her to do things at home
torture
well anw i kinda enjoying

been thinking of queenie all day long
fro the tym i blogged my prev post till now...
thinking bout the tym we first met
the tym she first called up
the tym she second called up
the consequence tyms she called up
the tym i met her in my pri sch
the tym i walked her home
everything
i thought of everything
my promises
everything
nvr thought i couldnt complete everything
am i an idiot?
i've asked myself
i dunno
all i knew is to be able to see her as soon as possible
as soon as one day, nope, one second
and this dream seriously currently did not come true cos a second had passed long tym ago...
all i knew is tt
i really missed her...

2007-03-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

hi again
sean's hse is really fun
esp with horng jye
well, went passed to st.nick's
well thought of tiffany though
well it's all in the past

well not in a good mood now
thought of queenie
well, i've tok abt her in my prevs post before
but who she really is
i'll tok about it now

Queenie... is a gal... who is totally negative with me
not plainly negative, but is compatibly negative
wat do i mean?
examples
i am 'gentle', she is 'rough'
i am not so active, she is
i think bout my behaviours in the crowd, she doesnt
i'm troubled, she's carefree
alot of my behaviours are originated fro her
lyk reading classicals
friendster
punching the wall when angry =x
and most importantly
protecting the innocents and the person i treasured
although we are negative
but we hav alot of common interest and behaviour
we like fighting, except she learns boxing =x
we like reading, though she reads more
we are dummers in maths
and we hate gangsters
i and her are the same when tok about bullies, gangsters
when i was in my pri sch, i set up a 'team'
to fight against bullies in sch
tt's is childish
but tt tym i am a vry good fighter
but now i've locked myself up
not to use my strenght anymore
cos i've made an oath
i will onli use violent to protect the person i treasured
back to topic...
for her, she does all the things herself
solo-work
she is vry brave
she stood upright when rayner tried to call 'AST' to attack her
not because her father's in 'AST' too
is cos she believes in herself
she's betting her safety
of cos rayner's fro my sch
so she called me up
i've been in contact with her for weeks
being with her changed everything of me
i've began to understand the meaning of 'love'
'love' is vry fragile
lotsa protection is needed
the more it is a treasure to you
the more you should protect
for her, i've tried to oppose ryson(rayner's bro)
by meeting up with rayner
though i'm alone meeting him
but for protecting queenie fro getting her
i've bet my safety to guard her safety
she was saved
but i've became enemy with jonathan they'all
it doesnt matter
after tt due to the dismissal of our schs
and she changed her no.
we lost contact
she's the first person i ever wanna protect
and currently the last person i've protected
i really missed her
really wanna see her again

2007-03-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

Latr will be going to sean's hse with horng jye
still got 12hrs left
wow
nice...

ytd was kinda fun
i've been getting 54kills for halo
peops been calling me insane
well i'm not really in a mood tt tym
cos something's troubling me
so i jus lay my cruel hands on them~~~
anw, thr's this iritating guy
hu keeps betraying me and the other teammates
he thinks he so pro
well i used shotguns and got hold of his head
and uses plane to show how lousy he is
well i'm kinda cruel
cos i'm not in the good mood
i think i've gone too much...

ytd my conversation with jess in sms is so funny
we toked about hws
fro hws to we toked about lotsa things
even underground shoppings centres and accidents underground
well we tok about things too exaggerating...

my sis' njc's uniform is so cool!
grey colour de
nicer than my sch de

latr going to sean hse
i've team up with horngjye alrdy
we two gonna betray sean :))
cos he betrayed me alot of tyms last tym

Abigail's campus superstars audition is coming
well, hope she will be able to get in top 24
i cnnt really guess if she can get in or not
but i believe she can do it!
so jiiayou! abigail!

anw i'm turning off early midnite
cos going to wake up early nxt morning
so i'm turning off...
signed.

2007-03-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

I CAN DRAW WITH MY LEFT HAND!!!

seems like i'm starting to blog at late hours
today woke up damn late
cos i slpt so late ytd

btw, i can draw with left hand!
and the surprise is tt
my left hand is much more talented than my right hand!
i could draw something
with my left hand so easily which i had to learn for yrs with my right hand
well, some says tt i hav the potential and skill
tt's y i can draw well with my left hand
but thr's no way tt i can draw well with my first tym on left hand
i cant draw tt well when using my right hand first tym

though my left hand could draw well
but the speed still far way from my right
i could draw tt pic using 5mins with my right hand
but i nid to take 15mins to draw with my left hand
and the bad thing is
i cant think when i'm using my left hand to draw
my mind is confused
and i cant think wat to draw
i could draw without thinking using my right hand
it's jus like my right hand has its mind on its own
maybe my left hand could keep up one day

i'm wondering if i could draw with both hands at the same tym
maybe
i'm gonna try the next morning
anw, gtg
bb

2007-03-12T02:08:00.000+08:00

The term one holiday had finally started
one whole week of holiday
it's so short
and so boring
i'll prefer to have sch
unless it's a month long holiday

a week of holiday
means a week of free time
no floorball for a week
and
unable to see her for a week...
onli able to chat with her in msn
'though i got my hp
but jus tt i lost my habit of smsing since i've stop for a yr

wat am i gonna do on the week?
well, i'll be going to sean's hse on wed
a movie with james which is currently not confirm
i'm kinda free for the rest of the week except sat
my usual tuitions
so sad

thought of going for a haircut
but i've forgotten tt i jus had it a few weeks back...
i'm so forgetful
wanting to learn more about drawing and upgrade my skills
but i cnnt do a thing in jus one week!
maybe i'll spend the week practicing my left handwriting

Really missed her lots
really
and really think tt i'm jus one-siding
as the tym flies
our distances increases
dunno y
i jus like her vry much

hope her to be safe from dangers
is my first wish

hope to be with her
is my second desire

hope she will be happy always
is my third hope

want to be with her
but jus tt i'm lacking the courage
well, i'll not be able to see her for a week
hope to be able to sms her though

anw, i gtg now
it's late in 'morning
so goodnight

2007-03-11T15:36:00.000+08:00

Sucessfully debated to use my phone more oftenly...
finally

finally feeling better
ytd is disaster

i'm getting lousy in smsing
last tym can sms vry fast
ytd try to send one single message took me half an hour
exagerating aint?
too bad it is TRUE
then jess want me to tell her wat i wanna send then she help me type than forward to me
but i refused
cos vry no thoughts

latr going to my grandpa's hse
most of tyms go thr is kinda boring
cos my cousins always watch tv
i'm not vry favour in watching tv
cos wat they watched is really boring

trying to dl song
well the progress aint vry good
most of the songs cant be downloaded

well i'm going off
cos i've things to do
so i'll end it here...

2007-03-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

having flu from afternoon to now...

well finally i am able to write with my left hand :)
i learnt for four days
well although my speed wasnt fast

ytd's briefing was really boring
vry
sean, horng, me kept playiong while the chers is toking
so sian
the breifing is a waste of tym

today went to tuition
as usual the lesson is childish
mr wong is toking about his sick jokes...
in the starting it does seems funny to me
but i find it lame after a year of attending his lessons
but his lessons is most interesting than other chers

got to know alot of seniors recently
really alot
i remembered 1 who i stil dunno her name
i remeber i first met her when i'm playing floorball with my jrs
and the ball accidentally rolled to her
i picked up the ball and apologized to her
then the nxt nxt day she saw me and called my name
i was shocked!
how did she know my name?
then my jrs kept saying she's my gf...
well she's not
then the nxt day, when i'm having recess
she's having her PE
she called my name again
then horng jye ask me is she my gf...
well again... she is not

i dun dare go act in othello le...
help~

ytd saw musliha!
she's going to her band camp
so long nvr meet sia

gonna end here
so i'm going
bye!

2007-03-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

The last schoolday of term1...
finally

now i am in sch
came here after returning home
slpt for about 1/2 an hour

well i'm blogging now cos i gonna stay in sch till 9pm...
i gonna play halo at home to my heart content

I missed my locker, truly
and floorballs trainings
my friends
my seniors (male & female)
and most importantly, her
holiday means i will not be able to see her for a week
a week
it's very long
very very very long
i really missed her
really
but i cant do anything

saw Abigail today
dint tok cos it's not allowed
vry sad tt it was not allowed
wonder how is she now...

now is with horng jye
at first is with paulyn doing the othello the skit
i'm acting as the duke,
horng jye is acting as the othello
paulyn as the senator
hong an is acting as brabantio
and
joel as desdemonda
well the discussion is fun
though it's onli both of us

Today home econ lesson
is the funniest of all
we were thr toking crap
we tok about something
then we drag it into combination
then tok about the subjects
then we tok about maths
then keep asking y must learn algebra?
y must learn dnt?
y must learn home ec?
y must learn atoms as they may not exist?
y must learn Amaths?
y must come sch?
keep bombard mdm affrose with all these stupid questions
the dnt class is so jealous of us
cos their class is taken over by mr wang during free period
and our is still mdm affrose
so cool
Horng jye got "shot" by mdm affrose two tyms

nxt wednesday going the sean's hse with horng jye
and some other days going to movie with james, horng jye and sean
well at least some activities still going on
better than nth

nxt week will be campus superstar
abigail's participating in the audition
hope she get selected

well not going to blog anymore
i had to go now
so bye!

2007-03-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

I am back to blog again...

Today we dun hav any floorball practice
because the seniors want to act infront of all the volleyball championship girls
with their airhooks and wateva skills
due to we juniors are more active than them
they afraid we snatched their coolness so dun allow us to play...

Pls ignore the para above cos it's all rubbish

the main reason is because we juniors are not part in the friendly match
seniors want to have more place to practice
(of cos to hav more tym to act infront of the girls)
lol jkjk

Finally completed my home econs homeworks
well, thr's chinese spelling tomoro
new 'cher is torturous
cos she is too young and knows wat "evils" we are planning to do
tt's the disadvantage of having a young and 'pretty' teacher
tragedy

tomoro gonna stayback for both skit rehearsal and combination briefing
well, i'm tired of it
i dun think i'll be going home
jus stay in sch to do some "magic"
play monopoly
i'm obsess with it again
i won again!
i've became the richest
but unfortunately no one bankrupted because they know my trick
they not gonna fall for it again

Found my missing ball today
it's with keegen!
but of cos, it is vandalised terribly
i hate the vandalism
well, i gonna wash it clean and clear

I'm really worried about Abigail
for some reasons which are completely inconvenient to be told
well i really hope tt she is alright
i'm very sad to know tt she is hurt badly

Dear heavenly Father,
Pls send an angel to protect Abigail and help her to stay away from harms and evil 24/7. Pls make her happy everyday and protect her from being hurt. Pls allow her to move on against all obstacles and help her excel in both her studies and her coming audition. God, I hope you'll giv her strenght to carry on and shower your unconditional love on her always.
Amen

Abigail, hope u are alrite now
i will always be thr for you
and will try to cheer u up
i will always be thr for you...

I wanna shed my tear... just for the only you.

2007-03-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

went to bugis junction today with Andy
he went to zinc to buy the limited edition bag
well, me? became his "bodyguard"
he had been mine "bodyguard" since p5
now it's a switch
well cos i no money to buy anythiing

well i've been playing halo to break my prev 43kills record
and jus now, i managed to get 57kills
well, it really seems tt i've been die trying...
i bet someday i will go blind

Today math test i did it in a mess
i think i got most of them wrong
cos i did not study yesterday
no tym
cos had to rush homeworks
well lazy would be my another reason

not gonna continue
vry tired
i came back fro bugis junction like about 2hrs ago
so bye!

2007-03-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm really pissed off...!!!

my idiotic sister
took so long in the com
make me missed something
grrrrrrrrr

Today is really never be pleasant
had to rush home to get my chi compo book to pass up
alot of bad things happen
and now my idi sis took up my tym
whadda heck
really getting vry angry

well, today played monopoly with my jrs in floorball,
well i won the game with onli two property
how did i win?
well i bought all the good ones
and get hold of the two most ex properties
when i'm going bank
i sell away all the properties which is useless to me
and invest everything to build houses in the two most ex one
sell the useless properties in high prices
and build 3-4 houses in the two most ex area
and when opponents reach any of the two area
they are immediately declared bankrupt.
hee hee
my tatics

whadda i'm completely stucked with my maths
stucked
i dunno how to do!!!
i managed to solve some though
i dun care
today i gonna use till 12

really feeling iritated
tomoro got maths test
i dun wan to take
i still got homeworks!
and now i'm still stucked at my maths
1 and a half question didnt do
well i really cnnt do

today recess saw the female senior which i talked about in the very prev posts
the floorball de
i still dunno her name yet
well, it doesnt really mind
cos everytime is she starts talking to me de

really missed her very much
though we did see each other in sch
but seldom really talked
well dunno y
really missed her recently
really

well i gtg now
so bb

2007-03-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

ouch... headache

Today is kinda boring

i seriously agree

kinda boring accept the part of "othello"

well i got a "keychain" hangingg on my bag

^^tt white white one on the pics above

though mine's a black one

well we've been calling horngjye othello

cos we want paulyn be desmonda

well tt may be true for our following skit performance

i'll buy tt white one

so "othello" wun be bored anymore

well y is tt part is interesting?

cos horng jye and sean got punished jus for fighting for it...

well they are fightinh it though =.="

saw abigail today

dint chat cos i'm in a rush

well how i hope i could

jus tt... i cnnt

T-T

well hope tomoro got the chance

hope so

well i'm one of the endangered freak which completed all the chinese hw

almost all the guys dint do

and none of them staying back

cos they rush everything during lessons

Tomoro gonna stay for mr white's "talkl" on othello skit

i got floorball oso

my lunch will be deducted

well kinda sad...

hope to be able to see her more often

much often then now

well it seems i've been too greedy

anw i gtg now

gonna break my 43kills record

I REALLY MISSED HER

2007-03-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

back again to blog...

full of updates...
lack of visitors
pathetic...

started to do my homeworks today
guakiia~~
(i dunwanna stay back....)
currently done with my jian bao
still not done with my geo and compo
i dunno wat to write for the compo
it's complete rubbish!
anw, i cant do my home econ worksheet
cos bing cheng is not online at all!
omg!!!
wat shld i do?
i dunno
getting scoldings by mdm affrose for sure
for sure

jus finished playing halo
hee
got 43kills
killtacular!
nice
broke my record of 34kills

well now is amkss band's concert
i did not go
well sry andy and waiyen
as i said
i had my pockets tore

well i'm going soon
so i'll stop here

signed**

2007-03-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

Back to post...

now it's about 2:15 in the morning
and i'm not aslp yet

i've finished designing my class t-shirt
well, kinda simple
filled with white, orange, yellow, blue
yup tt's all
and including red, too
a vry simple design
maybe i'll redaw a better one and scan it into the com one day
some day maybe

went to tenchi afta tuition
cos i got nth to do
went to check getbackers act 8.
the 'lucify' the story
book 15-17 seh
i got 30-37...
too far back...

well, saw waiyen ytd on my way home
i walked back home from amk centre
of cos not fro khatib or yishun
it will be a torturous trip
today will be her sch's band concert
dunno held at whr
she wanted me to go
but then... well, i'm broke
sry waiyen
cnnt pay for the ticket...
i spent everything on my bdae
oops... i spilt it out

campus superstar audition is coming
well, it's so obvious tt everyone knows
15-16march i guess
i wonder how hot will this competition be
thr are two reasons y ii dun join
1. my singing is plainly sucks
well
2. i hate competition
truly speaking, my singing really sucks big hell
well, if anyone fro my pri sch read this
they will agree without hesitant
)):
i dun really like competition as
i will get vry serious about competitions
and i cnnt face the cruelty of losing or winning
well, if i say 'cnnt face the cruelty of losing' is normal
but wat do i mean for 'winning'
well i certainly believes tht 'winning' will make u and me lose something
lyk relationship, money or friendship
some may agree with me
and i dun mind if anyone disagree
everyone has their human rights aint?

now's around 2:27
and it's my nineth day of my 14yrs old
tomoro will be my tenth
changed alot for my 14th
alot
rarely use 'lol' or 'haha' in my posts now
began to reflect more than usual
think about lotsa things
and of cos,
drew more pics
i really lyk a character i drew
a child
with his hair dark blue
his clothes are in different types of blue
look like ice king
anw, he is made to be sth lyk tt
although he is in cold colours
but he does giv a warm and gentle feeling
well, he's one of the character in my chinese file
u can see tt if u are able to see me

well now is almost 2:34
and i gtg le
tired...
so bye!

2007-03-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

finally... no obstruction

ytd gave andy the mindtest...
he got "midou ban"!
actually, tt's somehow expected
well, he's currently the onli one got it
i am kazuki-san~~~

alrite lost my floorball today T-T
SAD!!!!!!!!!
sry jim...

today made shepard's pie for home econ
hmm... quite nice
but then... too much potatoes :((
i bought fried chicken from economics rice stall
then get a spoon oso :))
i got quite a lil bit marks for it....
weep
grr... muz learn fro james
go band performance till rite the end of home econ class then come
hee hee
no home econs

drew finished the cover page of my chi files
yay!!!
i did it willingly
cos it's my personal file
so i'll do wat i want

got to noe a female senior ytd
she always in floorball
she remembers me
but i jus dun really able to regconise her
then i got to noe her when i went to lib
cos hall is used by volleyball championship
so go to lib with jrs
then she saw my name tag
then she go ask me things
while tt's was interesting
but i missed the first met with her

dint really see her recently...
haiz... really really missed her
well, this do make me feel one-siding
actually it's true tt i've been one-siding
always been...
i really wondering if i should jus giv up...
i am confused...
well i'm not gonna continue any longer

today huimei and josephine gave me my belated bdae
getbackers' file!!!
i'll post it soon

anw i gtg
haiz... still confusing
well good bye

am i been one siding
or
i am jus always been?

2007-03-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Jus came back from floorball...
feeling vry tired...
feel like slping...
but... homeworks!!!

Today aint vry pleasant...
i got 50marks for my art ONLY!!!
is my art so lousy tt can fro 70 drop to 50???
today's assignment
is class t-shirt design
head crack
i dun really noe how to do
sad...

today soccer hurt my legs... sad...
not going to blog anymore
my fugly sis is scolding
grr...
@#$%$#@$@$#
gtg bb

2007-02-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

alrite i'm back to blog...

feeling vry tired...
went to andy's hse to do project...
with sean, shawn and jiaming
kun~

ytd nth special
jus tt james had his haircut by the sch barber
lol he's damn pissed afta tt
threw all the books all over
he seems to hate the new haircut

alrite played a mindtest with james ytd
getbackers mindtest

We played
and he got Amano Ginji
and me got fuchoiin kazuki(I)

The guy in (I)
he looks likr gal...
for what's my character...
tell u nxt tym
i dunno how to translate

Got new 'cher as my sci 'cher
she is called miss chua
and my usual one oso miss chua
lol so funny!!!
then today lunch i'm buying food
and she is queuing beside me
omg i'm so paiiseh :(
she tok to me also
i'm feeling paiiseh
i'm so shy :)

a pics i drew for tt incident
it wasnt vry clear...
but nvm
it's good enuf to be seen

got a new floorball fro jim as my bdae prezzie
lol i jus jkjk with him onli
he really go buy one
anw thx!

i almost completed the song
halfway done
almost finished and will be publish on this blog if i used a com with chi typing
haiz...
dun noe shld upload it or not...
cos dun really feel like
anw see the situation first...

tomoro got floorball...
sad

haiz... cnnt slp again...

so sad

today going to watch anime

anw gtg bb!

2007-02-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

Alrite, dun even noe wat's the reason i decided to blog today
feeling vry annoyed
vry pissed
dunno for watever reason
alrite, i'm losing...

now i am in the sch lib
long tym didnt enter the lib
long tym
now it's raining heavily outside
it's cold
vry cold
i'm tired...

today is one of the worst day ever
Thermometer check?!!!
oh the damn
i did not bring tt!
was forced to take temperature with sch's one
whadda
$1???
omg

been trying to write a song
i dun even noe how to compose music
(dun bother asking if i am skilled with recorder...)
so i jus hav to write it as poem form
what is the name?
it is called "wo ming bai"
"ming bai" wat?
of cos i will post it
two years dint write song le
so sad
this song is plainly without any music
but they rhymes
each sentences will rhyme

my hands were shaking...
cold...
alrite it's the 3rd day of my 14yrs old
and jonathan's bdae too
in this post i would like to thank one person
a vry unexpected person
she is blanche a.k.a liing
nvr expect she would still remember my bdae
'though i didnt visit her blog for months(?)
vry touched
somemore we dont even noe how each other looks lyk
my webfriend
fro mayflower sec
anw, thx!
the best webfriend i ever had
so do tiing :)

2007-02-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

Really pissed off for unable to post pics
i used my sis cam to take photos!!!
anw, i'll post it using codes

^^
cute?
The present abigail gave
i really love it
Dun bear to use it for drinking
wait a sec...
i'll zoom it in
...
..

^^ haha i lurve it
thankyou!

now it's tym to introduce darren's present
a chocolate!!!

^^
i ate finished everything...
the last stick got eaten by my sis
sry darren
my sis is a chocohoilic

alrite toked so much about prezzies
now's for guoyan, wilfred and haskel's
getbackers!
alrite i took a long tym on posting
and uploading image
these are my precious getbackers comics fro my friends

^^
cool aint?
i got a wide collection of getbackers

I've got alot of pics to post
but then i gtg soon
latr going my grandpa hse
somemore i am now in tenchi!!!!
omg
the uploading speed is sooo slow
nvm i'll be patient
cos if i'm not, the com will be...
...u noe wat (:

besides reading comics,
reading classic oso my hobby

^^^
these are book of shakespeare
i know quite alot of his play
tt's y sec2 express lit skit's plays i all know except the "merchant of vernice"
alrite i'm boasting :)

alrite i dun hav much tym left...
gtg
bb

i really missed her lotsa

2007-02-25T01:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 101th PostSSS!!!
it seems like i've been blogging everyday...
blog soooo much till no one wanna visit...
sad =X
I'll blog lesser in the following days
should say the rest of the days
lyk tt better =))

It's now midnight
cant really slp
jus finished watching Detective loki
now is showing saiyuki reload gunlock
dun really wanna watch it...

alrite back to blog
i really like my new blogskin
nice?
"i wanna shed my tears...jus for you..."
the pics is goes quite well with this quote
and the song oso
although some coms cnnt play the song
anw the song's name is
"winter love" by BoA
actually i wanna put "candlelight"
but iwebmusic dunhav tt song
so jus put "winterlove"

my sis bought koda kumi's album "black cherry"
wonder if i said this before
my class guys hav this type of "fever"
if one of us said koda kumi,
the rest will say "oi u pervert ah?"
this "fever" is originated fro guoyan
although it's a cold one...
(no offence guoyan :))
my sis said my class childish
okok lar
sometyms

should i listen to koda kumi or not
i do not hav much space left in my mp3...
i wanna buy a new one!!!
my ipod is fulled

ltr afternoon going to my grandad's hse
i bet my cousin will ask me alot bout shiyun de
they two same pri sch
my cousin is shiyun's jr
ytd let them chat in msn
they chatted alot
while they were chatting
i was chatting wif jess
but i do look at their conversation
seems like i cnnt really ignore the conversation

Tomoro will be recieving more prezzies
makeups
:))
first tym recieving makeups
first tym
too bad my wish of able to see queenie before my birthday didnot come true
Seriously, i'm kinda disapointed
fate huh?
i jus hav to accept it somehow
maybe i'll get a present for her if possible when her bdae came
hope that day would come

Hendry's and my bdae passed...(he is 22, i'm 23)
soon thr's more peops bdae to come
lyk horng jye's in a month tym
Jess' in a month and somewhr 17days
and shiyun's, 2 months-1day
and sean's in june
i forgot when's his bdae!
so sry <:)
btw Hui mei's making me paiisehh...
she wrote"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTIAN LEE" in msn display name...
no wonder soo many peops noe it's my bdae(jkjk)

this post is getting longer
suddenly thr's alot of things to tok
a few hours before i still said thr's nth to say
maybe i got used to the normal days
had too much fun on my bdae

wanting to take pics
wonder if my sis allows
anw i gtg le
tt's rite
so bb

2007-02-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 101th PostSSS!!!
lol it seems like i've been blogging everyday...
blog soooo much till no one wanna visit...
sad =X
I'll blog lesser in the following days
should say the rest of the days
lyk tt better =))

It's now midnight
cant really slp
jus finished watching Detective loki
now is showing saiyuki reload gunlock
dun really wanna watch it...

alrite back to blog
i really like my new blogskin
nice?
"i wanna shed my tears...jus for you..."
the pics is goes quite well with this quote
and the song oso
although some coms cnnt play the song
anw the song's name is
"winter love" by BoA
actually i wanna put "candlelight"
but iwebmusic dunhav tt song
so jus put "winterlove"

my sis bought koda kumi's album "black cherry"
wonder if i said this before
my class guys hav this type of "fever"
if one of us said koda kumi,
the rest will say "oi u pervert ah?"
lol this "fever" is originated fro guoyan
although it's a cold one...
(no offence guoyan :))
my sis said my class childish
lol okok lar
sometyms

should i listen to koda kumi or not
i do not hav much space left in my mp3...
i wanna buy a new one!!!
my ipod is fulled

ltr afternoon going to my grandad's hse
i bet my cousin will ask me alot bout shiyun de
they two same pri sch
my cousin is shiyun's jr

2007-02-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

came back fro tuition
long tym ago
y am i using the com soooo late???
cos i was aslp in the begining...
:(((

Tuition wasnt really vry fine, as usual
although somethings has changed
...

today nth much...
went tuition...
eat...
and now using com...
suddenly felt tt this is so boring
maybe yesterday i led a vry active day...

homework.... not really
jus tt monday have lit test afta sch...
lit???
wat to learn???
dun really want to take the test
but still hav to take

finally remember my hw...
home econ worksheet and sensory evaluation...
so sianzz
i dunwan!!!

missed ytd so much...
the whole day
in sch
in pizzahut
in tenchi
in bus
in mrt
missed them all...
i almost ate all of the choco darren gave
read finished the comics haskel, guoyan and wilfred gave
dint use the cup abigail gave cos i dunwan to dirty it
placed it on the table so tt i could look at it everyday :)
listen finished the cds i bought as my bdae present

really wanna thx everyone for giving me such a wonderful bdae and prezzies
This is the most wonderful bdae i ever had
no matter whr the place is
in sch
in pizzahut
in bus
in mrt
this is the best i ever had
thank you!

ARI---GaTo!

2007-02-24T15:07:00.001+08:00

mY BDAE FINALLY OVER

an hour latr will be my tuition
dun feel like going
going thr is so SIANxxx
ReAlLy DuN FeEl LiKe GoInG!!!

Played halo for so long... felt vry sianzz
got nth tuu do
wanna watch something
but nth to watch
getbackers in tv is finished
going to be rumbling hearts
wat's tt?
i dunno

suddenly felt so so sianx
nth tu do
everytym read comics...
read finished the ones wilfrec, guoyan and haskel gave
vry nice
i really lyk the cup :))
Abigail gave it to me
and the bdae card
:)

no one to chat
the wind is blowing so noisily
really wanna shut it up if it is living
too bad it's jus not
haiz...

anw i gtg le
going for tuition
tt's it
i'll blog ltr
bye

2007-02-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today...My bdae!
recieved alot of prezzies and greetings!
first tym
=)

Today got prezzies
let's from my fav to the least fav
of cos, more to come on monday
:))
most>>>my fav one is
Abigail's (:
she gave me a cup
with cat drawing
haha thx abigail for the prezzie
i lyk cats alot:)
thx!
and thx for the letters too

More>>>now for my second fav one
getbackers comics fro
guoyan, haskel and wilfred
they together bought getbackers book 30,31,32
cos they know i got 33,34,35,36,37
and 4
we together went to tenchi buy
anw thx bros :))

slightly more>>>third fav present is fro darren(my class de)
he gav me choco
though a lot of them were eaten by my sis
but the choco is really good!

normal>>>The bdae songs fro some yckss gals
tt's was a total coincident
tt tym my classmates suddenly in pizzhut eat halfway
sing bdae song
the gals were sitting close to me
then they alll sing
then is lyk i so paiiseh
anw thx

Slightly normal>>>The birthday bash fro claudine goh
hit me fourteen times
lol anw thx

so many prezzies and hits
so glad
not going to blog for long
cos no tym
playing halo
so bb

anw thx abigail!

2007-02-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

one more day to my birthday...
three more posts to 100...
left a few hrs to my death...

recieved abigail's tag
thx!
so glad u decided to join :))

Today slpt in chi lesson
very tired
been up fro morning to night ytd
anw, chi lessons do nth
ZzZ
nope
all we did is play x3
lol bad aint?

today continued doing the story-writing create a book competition
i hav to do the colouring and illustrating!!
ALL BY MYSELF!
unbelievable...
dead...

Today floorball almost tripped of the stairs
due to my active legs,
i was saved...
got end up in a cool pose
lol like the pics of getbackers like tt
i'm being sadistic
anw, tomoro going to pizzahut with my classmates
my bdae party
had to spend another $60
O>
shiyun asked me to tell her something
lol wat thing?
not gonna write it here
i tell her when she wanna ask me
ask jess to come too
lol jess know the ans
but i dunno if i shld say onot
so i had to ask her

alrite this shld end it
getting prezzie tomoro
wonder how many i would get
alrite let's not guess
wait for the surprise

2007-02-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

Alrite, really changed the format...

i've been taking a long tym to readjust the size of the image
tired~~~
anyway...
2 days to my bdae!!!
... y am i so excited?
i still hav to spend $$$
sad

tomoro hav floorball prac
gonna rob the jrs for prezzies
lol just kidding
they will gang up and attack me if i dare
...
wat a unlucky senior i am...
wonder if tomoro can see her...
dunno
dun dare to bet
cos my eyes can see better than my mind
my future eyes
even if we met
i dunthink i could be able to say anything
cos i noe tt i hav not more than 1% chance to be with her...
i jus wanna lurve her silently

today went to sean's hse
halo!!!
lol i was defeated to the core of the earth
he pro seh
actually is i play xbox sux
his hse is so damn bright
** bright***
btw, met dom during the way to top up my ezlink
haha they are bombarding navelbase sec with pingpong balls!!!

Not done my geog and sci and maths homework
lazy...
home econ coursework gonna do it tomoro
remind me k??

my blog is dying
seems like no one tagged...
most recent tagged is fro tiing
waah onli she remembers me
though she is in amkss

Abigail,
dunno if u will be visiting this blog
anw, still had to write jus in case
try not to be too stress to decide whether to join campus superstar,
jus think if u r interested to join or not
dun get the matter crashed to ur daily life k?
i will always support ur decision!

2007-02-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

bought BoA's album today!!! ^^
quite satisfied with the album
esp the songs "winter love", " key of heart", "candle light"
i lyk candle light most
it is very nice and touvhing ^^

three more days to my bdae
the things i bought are counted as my bdae present fro myself
actually buying mp3
my ipod is going to overload
(it is overloaded)
but second thought, i think not
i prefer to use them to buy cds
beside BoA's "made in twenty",
i've bought "hit 2007"
and jojo's "the high road"
i like the first few songs of "hit 2007"
the behind ones sux!
lol i still hav $$$
considering to buy boa's albums :)

today went j8 after toapayoh
saw meiting :)))))
lol we onli greeted with a smile
lol friends for p5&6
our bond onli a smile??????????
lol nvm
went to comics connection
saw getbackers book 37 limited edition
lol actually waanting to buy
but after considering
tot it will be a waste of $$$ as i hav alrdy
although it isnt limited
so i jus bought the getbackers collection book
$12!!!
so ex...
nvm bought alrdy

so went home afta lunch
lol saw somebody
0><0
enermy!!!
lol heck care

haha gtg play halo le
bb

2007-02-19T15:24:00.000+08:00

the last 6th posts now

alrite my sis is deeply in luv with
"hua yang shao nian shao niu"
me is BoA
lol all originated fro jap
the show is adapted fro a manga comics
and BoA is a jap singer
...
obvious ain't???

watched the "key of Heart" mv again
get to see the picture more clearly
the mv is really nice
really very nice
wanted to upload here
but no space
anw i uploaded in my friendster
haha enjoy :))))

alrite not gonna blog for long
not feeling to
wednesday going to sean's hse
lol he coled up today

how i hope to be in fri now!!!
i wanna buy cds...
alrite gtg
bb

anw the url of the mv is
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bu0AwMq3O8c

2007-02-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

It's late in the mid
lol i know
but cant resist the temptation to blog
BoA rox!

lol been watching her mv all the night
she's cool
dances very well
wow...
esp in her mv "winter love",
her voice was really touching
the story quite ok
jus say tt the male lead actor died due to cold
frozen to death

BoA's "key of heart" mv was damn nice
the best of her i think
the story is bout a guy and a gal(obvious)
the gal was a talented singer
one day the gal was having a concert
the guy prepared a bunch of roses for her
on the way to the concert riding a motorbike
he met an accident
and died
tt gal dunno abt it
a "mad" scientist revived tt guy
but he has no flesh and blood
onli machinery
he was very sad
he was given a camera
so he kept taking the gal pics whenever she has a concert
he was sad when tt gal was with her new boyfriend
then one day
while the gal was singing on the stage halfway
the spotlight was damaged
and fell
without hesistation, the guy ran forward and rescue her
at first she dunno hu is the guy
after she saw the cam, she started to look at those pics
then she saw the pics of their pasts
she wanted to chase him
to run to him
but she was blocked
she cried
and he left

tt mv is an advertistment for olympus
the scientist is fro olympus technology
and the cam is a product of olympus
very crazy mv
but vry touching
how sad i've not been buying boa's album all along
nvm i'm buying this tym
this tym consist of cd, vcd+dvd
wow must be ex

the mv i watched again
really vry touching
the guy vry sad
he can onli be able to protect the gal as a guardian angel
he doesnot hav the right to love her
to be with her
as he was not a living thing anymore
and the gal had a new boyfriend
the reason y i like this mv much
cos maybe tt guy makes me think of myself
i am a living thing
but i am too much a differ with her
i hav onli rights to protect and guard her
but wun hav the chance to be with her
i know this more than anyone else
but i will still be tt angel
will still be the one taking photo
but not the guy hu was with the gal in the concert
i will onli be tt
not more than it

Abigail's joining campus superstar
hope she is able to get in top 12
if possible, grand final
i will also be the one taking photo
jus tt i'm not machinaries
hope she is able to against all obstacles
and forward to the bright path
Abigail, good luck
i will always support u!

i will be tt angel,
protecting her,
love her unconditionally,
protecting her secretly,
no chance of being with her,
doesnt mean i will give up
i will always be
her guardian angel....

2007-02-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
alrite i'm being lame

came back fro my grandparents hse
currently watching digimon
got quite a no. of redpackets
thinking wat to do with them

i have two ways to deal with them
1 is using them to buy 1 thing
or
use them to buy alot of things

wat would i buy as my birthday presents?
1)BoA's album
2) TaTa young's
3) DN Angel box 1 and two
4) Inuyasha box 13
5)getbackers comics
6) english compilation cd

if i'm not buying them,
i'll spend my money on floorball stick

anw, not really hav much tym to blog
going to play games now
so
gtg
bb

Hope her to be happy always

2007-02-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

Second reminder--- 9 more posts to 100

lol lame...
jus came back fro my grandparent's hse
lol tomoro is new yr!!!
yay!!!
got good things and back things
good--- no sch for half a week!
bad--- will not be able to see her for half a week...
got floorball once sch reopens
then the next day will be my bdae :)) smile wide wide
tt day can open my redpackets oso
lol i wanna go tenchi on tt day
play 5hrs straight
lol no lar
thr no halo
play halo better

james said tt lit it day overdued...
OVERDUE????
no way!
it is assignment for the following wednesday!
anw, i've been selected to do my lit skit
along with horng jye, hongan, paulyn, peien and mabel i think
let hongan be tt bad guy in othello lol no lar
dun so bad
let him be the soldier :X
anw, horng jye is black enuf to be othello
and paulyn is white enuf to be the female lead actor
happy couple~~~
lol ltr horng jye will skin me ._."

alright, bdae coming
bdae...
not enuf $$$ to celebrate
lol i will wait for the 1st minute of my bdae take the money out
lol tt be good!
suppose to meet andy then
but throw away
celebrate first :)
wat the 10 things i wan for my bdae??
not telling the day come
haha

anw, going to play
so i gotta go
so bb!!!

i want her to be happy always...

2007-02-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

10 more posts to 100...

Today went back to aps
queenie wasnt thr
felt a lil bit disappointed...
i thought my believe would work
seems lyk my believes onli working on her
everytym i believe i would be able to see her
i would

feeling more and more stressed...
y?
unlikely to be told here
too personal

back to today,
CNY celebration
kinda lame one...
at the end still hav fire drill
somemore my class got punished... :<
anw, i make it early to Aps
cos i believes Queenie will be thr
but she didnt..
anw, managed to meet andy and the rest who are with me in my sch
Azli's damn iritating
keep showing off his strenght
lol he's in ug
must hav everytym made mistake and got pumping as punishment
or else he will never be able to get so strong
lol
he kept saying jiahui's strong
tt everyone must be afraid of him
truly speaking, although jiahui is much stronger than me
i dun really scared of him
cos it's coward to scared a human as i am one too
i bet lionel is stronger than jiahui
lionel fro amkss de
lol i and jiahui born to hav enemity
i respect lionel more than i respect jiahui
lol actually i dun respect jiahui

went to bishan j8 with andy
he wanna buy jeans
lol we took bus13 thr
cos we dunwanna go with azli
when azli when through the barrier
we all run out of the mrt station
lol we are so bad
haiz... bored of taking bus
had been taking bus to parkway
sit sian le...
reach thr suddenly my legs feeling weak
must be the muscle torn fro the training yesterday
getting worse
must be not having rest of my legs
somemore i played soccer in the morning
stupid sean shot the ball at the sec1...
lol then peops tot i m the one shooting
innocent!
lol nvm then

today in mdm affrose class james became a joker again...
he and hongan didnt do the home econ project
they suppose to be in horng jye and guoyan's grp
but they slack
lol james is dunno wat to do, i noe
hongan is really slacking
last tym my grp doing the pasir panjang project
he oso slack
so we kicked him out
nochoice
no one wanna giv marks to someone hu did no things
btw, when mdm affrose asked james wat should him pass up on nxt thursday
james ans: assignment
Mdm affrose: wat assignment?
James: home econ assignment
Mdm Affrose: wat home econ assignment you are suppose to do?
James: those others passed up
Mdm affrose: so wat are those tt they passed up?
James: home econ assignment ._."
lol so the conversation keep going on for 10mins...
lol then when everything finished
james told mdm affrose tt he purposely de
then mdm affrose very angry then say tt she would throw the book
she confiscated fro him at his face
in order to convince mdm affrose to return him his book
he decided to tell her a joke
James: mdm affrose, i tell you a joke
Mdm affrose: tell lor
James: ok, the joke is... nth ~~~~
silent---
James: lame or not?
Mdm affrose: very lame, i wanna smack that book at ur face u noe
all laugh---
Russel: james, u idiot lar
Mdm affrose: wat u say, russel?
Russel: i say james is idiot
Mdm Affrose: say it to him one more tym
lol listen live one nicer
lol type not really nice

after taking mrt back to yio chu kang
walk passed sch on the way to somewhr near my house
saw a big bus
lol actually didnt take much care about it
then suddenly saw abigail inside
she waved to me
i waved back
then i tot,"free shuttle bus wor?"
then felt suprise to see the bus drive into the sch
"got bus can take to my sch one meh?"
lol finally remembered tt they went to old folk's home for cip
lol i'm a idi
a virus infected fro james~

the sky's vry dark now...
seemed to be raining
maybe able to wear my long sleeve for chinese new yr :)
7 days to my bdae
too bad didnt get to see queenie before my birthday
seeing her again is one of my most wanted wish this yr
wat's my most wanted no.1 wish then?
i wun say it
unless if anyone asked on the day of my birthday
i wun say

been thinking about her almost everyday
lol some says i siao
some say i blind
blind? wat do the mean
lol the meaning is quite obvious
but i dun think liking a person is all about how the person looks
is how kind-hearted the person is
tt's one of the things i believe in
i really lyk her
but feeling vry zi zuo duo qing :(
feeling childish oso
anw childishness is human's nature
i always believe tt
no one is born mature
even the most mature person in the whole millenium will oso hav their childish side
haiz...

saw mingjie in sch, oso in somewhr near mrt staion
she waved to me
of cos i replied
lol i bet she still think i like her sis
lol tt tym is like... 3 yrs ago -_-"
so long le
she still think so...

anw, gtg le
later going my grandpa's hse
so cya

always love her 4eva..

2007-02-15T20:03:00.001+08:00

Finally "chiong"ed finish my home econ project
had to do the poster and art...
arghh tired!
somemore still got geo....
came back fro floorball straight away do my project after bathing
vry tired
wonder if i am able to complete my geo...

Today floorball training a gal jr joined
lol one gal only
like tt vry diff teach
so no choice let her join us
lol floorball became a full boys cca
as cheryl transfered and some of the gals go back volleyball
lol this yr onli got one gal join ):"
in the match vry diff to play
cos the gal dunno wat to do
no one support me
then i in the court like clown lyk tt solo here and thr
then run too much
accidentally sprained my leg muscle
then vry hard to run
so i switch the gal with roy
like tt i dunnid to run so hard
but then my team still lost lol

The match i and asree and amiru teamed,
i became the last man
lol able to block
but jianyi keep shooting at my feet
his shots damn hard
i wonder if i would survived in 10 shots a row
too bad the match oso lost
due to some stupid mistakes...

tomoro cny celebration
FULL DAY!
whadda
i dun wanna
lol tomoro got Home Econ
...
so sad...
i hate baking...
anw, tomoro going APS
hope can see queenie thr
and hope she is still the way she is when i last met her
should be
i believe

I'm tired beated...
my legs are still not in condition
although it is completely invisible
maynot be able to run for a few days...
so sad...
cannot slp!
had to stay awake...
arghh... dun wanna do geo...
chi? throw away!
doing art and poster
art vry easy
although i dun get really high mark
lol my postbox design which i posted in my jan post
i got 68 for it!
so glad :)
although 2/3 of it were completely out of point...
wat's cher's comments?
"good effort shown"
lol first tym got this type of unexpectable comments
too good to be true
lol i anyhow drew the pics...

really missed her :(
lol dun wanna tok much
lotsa things to do
so gtg
BB

2007-02-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Back to blo9
Bought getbackers book37!
lol dunnid to buy tt for me le

now waitng for book38
lol actually book 37 not bad lar
at least the ending is not as lousy as 36
book 36 drive me insane

chatted with xinyong via msn
lol he is as tikko as ever
nvr change
lol he still want me to tell mr wong tt mr wong is sick
lol he wan me to get murder...

today not feeling well actually
stomachache!
curse fro horng jye
morning i asked him if his stomachache okay or not
then afta tt my turn..
lol CURSED!!!
dun dare to go near horng jye le lol jkjk

chinese new year's coming
going back aps
the person i would like to see most is Queenie
wonder if she will be thr
havent heard of her all along
the whole this year and last october
al i noe is tt she is now in orchid park sec
same sch with huipeng
lol my tuition classmate
didnt tok at all
cos lol dunno
paiiseh (:"
the next person(s) i wanna see is my old classmates
lol obvious isnt andy the one i wanna see most
almost everytym is him
brandon
obviously not
azli?
see tt joker till sian diao
lol
i gonna keep all my redpacket money (:

today gave abigail present
so glad she likes it
gave jess choco too
but most of them got eaten by my sis...
lol my sis recieve alot today
i hav none
lol gonna to get all when my bdae arrive
get to my heart content (:

gtg now
cos my tyms' up
latr watching inuyasha
dun wanna watch getbackers
cos the show one kenasai
the comics one better
anw really gtg le
bb

2007-02-13T10:47:00.000+08:00

Finally... IT day!

latr going out at 1-2pm
feeling vry wierd
all the peops out thr had jus finished their sch
i'm the onli one thr hu had a "holiday"
...
extra

Complete softcopy of my maths homework
hardcopy? noone cares
eng, going to do so
chi, heck care

played halo like siao
so long didnt play so long
my eyes!!!
lol
watch ragnarok detective loki ep25&26
nice :)
didnt wanna to switch off com
but i'll switch it no matter wat
ltr going to parkway
going to buy the prezzie and some choco to let jess try
lol i promise le
so no matter wat oso had to buy
alright
the prezzie is confirm buying
but i wonder if i would be able to giv it to the perpective person
i'm not sure if i would be able to see her tomoro
hope she remembers :>

hope can find getbackers book 37
waiting for it sooo long
lol going to buy it soon or ltr
so doesnt matter

i'll be destroying my redpackets on my birthday!!!
cos i can take the money out on my birthday!!!
lol gtg le
had to go prepare
so jaha(jap lang)

2007-02-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Tomoro i.t day!
at last
can go to parkway parade
missed thr
wanna go check for getbackers book 37
go the tenchi thr

last week went thr didnt go outside to street
cos no tym
can onli explore parkway parade itself
going to explore de rest
hopefully able to see my coz
she lives near thr
lol tt tym she should be still in sch bah

tomoro planning to use com for 5hrs
5hrs!!!
cos i wanna play halo
and watch digimon
then bath
then go out to parkway

since tomoro no sch
i'm watching argentosoma!!!
lol for months i didnt watch
i like the story

bdae's coming
jus reminded by jess
11 more days!
expecting alot of prezzies
lol jkjk
my most wanted prezzie for this yr is
the prezzie fro her
no matter wat she givs
i'll keep it for eternity
lol
gtg le
my sis wanna use
blog tomoro
tomoro five hrs!!!
shiok!

2007-02-11T15:13:00.000+08:00

A brand new compilations
lol actually changed the format of this blog
but it wasnt nice
so i jus change those which do great in enhancing the freshment of this blog

This pics, no doubts, is from getbackers
but this song is fro saiyuki
i anyhow picked this song
cos it's wonderful!
a good compilation with the pics

latr going out to toapayoh
cos afta tt taking bus31 to my grandpa's hse
tt bus oso the one i'm taking to parkway parade
my mom asked me if i wanna take bus to parkway ltr
lol of cos not
i'm saving it to tuesday
i dun wanna waste tt day man

ezlink running out of money
had to borrow $$$ fro my sis
cos my money were all invested to the prezzie
today didnt get a chance to play halo
cos my tym's out
spent lotsa tym on editing the blog
Threw away dn angel
vry fast going to change getbackers to saiyuki
then saiyuki throw away change to Ragnarok
then ragnarok dump it and change to inuyasha
then inuyasha...
this nvr end man...
lol let's tok about my prev skin
fro d12 changed to argentosoma
then fro argentosoma change to dn angel
actually wanna change to infinite ryvius
but vry diff to make
neya damn cute :)
lol must well change to nanoha :X
anw still had to draft my design for the prezzie
so bb

2007-02-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

i am back

been playing halo
so long didnt play
i'm totally sux at it

thx james for sending me boa's songs
^^
i like boa
although i dun really listen to it
cos i've stop buying cds since last yr
my latest cd is given by darren chew for my birthday last yr
lol i dont know when is his bdae
so didnt buy him anything

finished choosing the prezzies for v.dae
designed something
spent quite a long tym drafting
finally~

going to update my profile
long tym didnt update
alot of things will be changing

not gonna blog anymore
many things to do latr
i hate short posts ><
but no choice
got alot of things to do
got home econ project
dunno how to do
so sad

gtg now
bb

2007-02-10T14:05:00.000+08:00

had my haircut today

went to marsiling for haircut in the morning
reach thr at 12
then walk thr
lol i couldnt recognise the shop
cos the place had it walls painted...
first tym to marsiling without darren as guide
lol i depend on my memory

starting the haircut wasnt vry nice
then when finished, it looks nice :)
too bad i dunno how to do the styling the hairdresser did
he helped me styled
i tried to memorise it
but failed
so jus anyhow do
lol

downloaded halo yestaday
so long didnt play
haha
finally ~.~

anw, i gtg le
go play halo
so bb

2007-02-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

Feeling lost...
Confused...
unsure...
iritated...

Today the last day of school week
havent tell her something
cos she's kinda busy
so try to tell her using some other ways

next monday going to take home econ test afta sch
i forgot to take my textbook back
...
i gonna rush through my whole recess
anw, i could remember wat mdm affrose taught
think so
hopefully
i dun wanna waste my recess on burying myself with books

Got caught by mr lim for keeping long hair...
gonna go cut tomoro
before tuition
arghh!!!
dun feel like having tuition
i wanna change it to friday
cos saturday is vry not convienience

going to parkway on tuesday again
wanna buy her present
saved $28 alrdy
...
but truely speaking
i felt vry lost...
got a feeling tt
it is my mistake
for liking her
a mistake
i felt tt we are vry different
and it seems like i am always one-siding...
i felt silly
as bad as anyone could feel

saw abigail today
she was having her chem and bio test after sch
after sch got tests...
dun wan go sec 3 le
lol
she said she had a cramp in the morning and
saw me outside the sickbay
i didnt see her
... i was getting less observant
hope she is fine

my sis got her o'lvl result
she got 7
and with cca cut
she got 2
this yr top students are in st.nicholas
4peops got 10a1s
lol my sis got onli 7a1
3a2
cos of her eng
she got 7
instead of six
anw, she still can get in njc
and going to get her floorball stick...

dun feel like going to tution tomoro
not feeling in the moob for tuition
especially claudine goh was thr
see her i'll get vry sianxx
too bad had to go
must change to friday

Looking forward to parkway on nxt tues
too bad havent found anyone hu is interested to go with me...
so sad...
hope to find one soon

hope abigail could do well in her tests
and hope she is feeling well now

2007-02-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

Went to Parkway Parade today
i miss thr!
been a year didnt go thr
finally~

Today after sch hanged with Bing Cheng and Horng Jye
cos we are taking train
but differ line
Then they go buy ice-cream
then i stood thr wait wait...
saw her walking out of the mrt station
she didnt see me...
my lesson ended at 2.10
her's 1.35
Then outside mrt station saw yingsi
lol she was so sarcastic...
i asked her if she's going to APS on CNY
... she dun even noe when's CNY...

So when the two jokers ate finish the ice-creams
we rush to the station...
we dun even had the tym to chat
cos my train came
so i jus leave them and get on the train to Toapayoh
then rush to the interchange(the interchange is not far fro the train...lol)
and waited for bus31
waited for somewhr 5mins
then the bus arrive
then took the bus
passed my grandfather's hse
i always take tt bus to his hse :)
then took for somewhr 40mins reaach parkway!
Parkway!
never change at all
jus tt can c alot of peops in uniform
peops fro sch like dunman high, chung cheng high main,
tanjong katong girl's, vjc
alot
i am an alien thr man...
no one knows my sch

Walk around the shopping centre...
The second place whr my legs hurt when shopping other than vivo...
cos it's big!
lol bigger than bugis and cathay cineleisure orchard...
walked round the place searching for present
finally found something!
tt'll be great!
tried tt stuff
lol cannot tell wat is it
ok it's gd
but i cant eat much
i think u may noe wat it is after knowing it's something i cant eat much
i like it
but i cant get it...
lol anw tt's wat i gonna buy for others
not for myself
anw hu's the others?
cannot tell

anw nid to get one three more things in order to complete the present
i got one things on the mark
left two things
one is main character
another one is support the main character
but they are kinda diff to get in parkway parade
but no choice
cos bus31 didnt bring me to other shopping malls except tampinese thr
lol bus 31 lyk a ride to antique places
alot of old sch
and make me remember of Ang Mo Kio North Pri which is now occ by chaoyang
old old sch
lol

Tuesday it day
maybe not gonna hav sch
maybe asking haskel and horng jye go parkway
lol nxt tues is 13
tt day go buy things wont spoil de
cos the nxt day is 14
:)))

for the main character
i maybe go raffles' place
raffles' place mrt station got alot of tt shop
but not on the way...
so sad

white's new homework
Shakespeare!
...
dun even noe wat the piece of sheet is toking about
i bohdo...

Everyday saw Abigail carrying heavy bags
feeling heart very pain :X
wanna let her put her things in my locker
but didnt chat with her everytym
cos i see her, she didnt see me
anw, hope tomoro can see her
i dun want her to hurt her back

anw gtg le
i very tired
and somemore had to learn for geog
and chemistry
i found good book for it
and also for bio
ltr going to watch animes
so for now bb

2007-02-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

Went to bugis Junction today
Went to search again...
found somethings
but dun think would be qualified...

Ate prata for lunch
cos no money....
had to save save

Today sch's ok
dun really do anything
went to lib during eng period
cos cher no key...

Tomoro maybe going either Vivo or parkway
cos no tym to take own swit tym le
had to be fast
had to buy evry thing on monday
anw gtg le
cos my mum's kbing
so bb

2007-02-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

Feeling... BORED!

nth to do
even during sch
AND afta sch

Today had the "meet the scientist session" in the chapel basement...
no one concentrated
me, sean and horng jye behind thr play
but then 'cher come to our corner
so nth to do

I hate english test...
today had the english formal letter writing
i wrote all crap in it
i wrote it against my conscience...
jkjk
but of cos it's kinda true :)

During recess hanged 'round with haskel and horng jye
we all ate hamburger
then i went to the vending machine to buy drink
then i turn around and go play with haskel and horngjye
lol when i turned around
the drink...gone?
Thr's no cup in tt vending machine!!!!
....
i've been a fool all along....

Then after buying another drink fro another machine
went to locker with haskel and Horng Jye
then finish went to the classroom
Horng Jye dun dare to go in
cos he 'fraid ltr peops go "rape" him
so i accompany him go walk walk
lol he's wanted "criminal"

after school suppose to go to Horng Jye's hse
then suddenly dun feel like going
so i went back sch
but suddenly dun feel like going to sch
so go to mrt station
then met nigel
and he asked me whr i'm going
lol i dun even noe whr i wanted to go
so i jus tell him tt i'm going to either toa payoh or sommerset
then met abigail in the mrt
she asked me how's my hand injury
lol injured so long still in plaster
cos i dun wan tot show the injury
wait for it to heal peacefully
...jkjk actually thr's a reason y i leave my plaster on
Abigail told me not to punch the wall again
i dun dare punch le =X
she was so worry about my injury
Not to make her sad
i wun want to punch anymore
even if can get a million $$$

she asked me whr i'm going
i told her i'm going sommerset
she was going to J8
too bad i wasnt planning to go thr :(
actually wanted to go
but had to choose present
so didnt go thr
cos i know thr dun hav anything special
go thr buy things ppl will know whr it belong
so i decided to go sommerset
but on the way thr
i ask nigel to bring me go cityhall
cos i nvr been thr b4
and i oso want to see wat i could buy thr
but too bad i found nth

after going cityhall i went to j8
to see wat i could find thr
lol i found alot of getbackers book36...
i'm finding it so hard and it appears in large no. after i bought it T.T
i oso found Getbackers limited edition book
lol intended to buy
but found out tt it maybe nth
so not planning to buy

Decided to go either vivo or parkway on nxt monday
nxt wed is v.dae
i bet both places can find something
but both are too far
one in the east and 1 in the habour...

showed Horng Jye the pic of the person i like
lol shouldnt had told him
lol jkjk
anw gtg le
had to go do my things..
then latr had to ask my bro how to go parkway
my second home :)
more than a year didnt go thr le
i hope to get something thr
i saved the money
with all my might
skip luynch everyday
lol tt's all i could do

2007-02-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

I'm stucked doing my lit homework
i dun even noe the thing i shld be doing

added james and guoyan in my msn!
haha thx james for sending me otsuka ai the song :P
lol i like jpop oso
although i like eng songs better
chi songs? last
nope, tamil songs are the last!
no offence

Thx haskel for ur kind friendship
read his 31th jan post
tt day oso then day when the kar ming and fight "qiquan" de keep iritate me
tt day i was damned pissed >(~)< <-roar
then haskel was sitting beside me
this is wat he wrote on his blog
"*********(some boy from my class cannot tell)
needs some help, being taunt n angry
he has a situaiton like me being agitated
he would clench in a certain way(oso cannot tell)
n would beat up some 1 like this i help him today called him to relax"

no doubts, the censored name is me
he oso wrote his past experience down
haha he's a vry good friend :)

this year had alrdy arrive and now's time for me to organise the friendship chart
the chart i gonna organize is for only my class boys
alot of changes
(seriously no doubts tt thr will hav more chnges in the overall)
this year's a little bit diff
for my-class-guys-only chart will hav ranks like
brothers, best friends, friends
three ranks
and one more "plainly friend"
for the overall
the top is no longer brothers
the top is now known as heart listener
even andy yeo fro amkss oso wun reach tt high
hu will be in my peak?
somewhr end of this month will reveal

now's for the rankings
1.Brothers(not in position)
HorngJye!
Sean!
Shawn!
James!
Haskel!
Guoyan!

2.Best friends
Andy Chan
Master BingCheng
Darren TWJ
Russel
Timothy Ho
Ashley
Clement
SeongHao

3.Friends
Dominic
Timothy Thio
Samuel
Joel

4.plainly friends
Jonathan
Jing Quan

This year's chart's kinda diff fro last yr de
alot of changes
anw i gtg le...
had to do hw
and think wat to buy for the prezzie

so cya!

2007-02-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

In the lib now

didnt see carrie
i went to the hall but no volleyball match
so came here to blog

Today Dominic is very iritating
keep shout here shout thr
the porb is, i'm sitting right beside him
my ear gonna burst...

bdae coming in 18 days
friends all 'round been asking wat i want for bdae
me?
anythiing will do
anythiing tt is come fro the heart :)
lol doesnt means veins from the pumping heart ._."
i guess u'all undestand my meaning

last yr went mcdonald
this yr maybe treating them to mosburger
cannot go pizzahut...
too expensive
i spent $60 last yr to treat them
of cos not during my bdae
last yr go mac onli costs $30+
it's clear abt the difference

saving money to buy something for someone(s)
not gonna tell how many
cos it's confidential
confidentials must not tell
but for some peops know the no. le
hint- 1 to 3
lol since i said 1-3
tt means 2 is confirm out
keep guessing

my eyesight's been failing
getting more and more unclear
looking at notes makes me tired
glasses tym?
i hope not

CNY is coming
maybe will be able to see queenie
long tym didnt see her
wonder if she is fine
she now in orchid park sec
i tried to transfer thr b4
but i too "smart" le
so got rejected
anw i gtg
at nite then blog
i doubt if i am able to...
hav white's homework!!!!
grrr...
sianxx...
anw
bb

2007-02-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

Jus came back fro my dad's office
took the mrt home
ate ham and egg sandwich for dinner
donot tell...
i wanna save money
y?
a surprise too good to be told

scanned in alot of pics into the com in my dad's office
mostly my drawings
and my p1 pic
i dun really like tt one
cos i look like a gal
(especially my short's long!)
here it is

the pics isnt clear
cos thr's plastic covering it
jus click on it to see clearer
(even though i hope no one will =X)

i oso uploaded my postbox design
although it will obviously be disqualified
cos i anyhow draw de
i dunwanna draw districts

cute aint?
especially the Ginji and Mido thr extra
i like the strawberry sky
(Tom cruise got vanilla sky, i got strawberry sky :))

Remember got one tym mdm haq didnt come
so all of us went wild~
i got nth to do so i drew some lame lame pics
got rabbit wat soeva
pls enjoy

lol still got my french name signature
forgot to erase... ._."
long tym didnt draw cartoons
nowadays keep drawing mangas
i drew one
but i dont like tt vry much...

tt's the one
the hand draw so ugly
i prefer the guy i uploaded in the prev post
much cool
much cruel of cos...
i oso drew a character especially for me
a extra in the comics
i coloured it
and it's so ugly...
my coloring really sux

looking at it again,
it doesnt look so bad as i expect
:)
This tym is my chinese name signature...
i'm multi-national...
btw, the comics is called S.D Guerrier
Serpent Démon Guerrier
English Translate-
Snake Demon Warrior

i oso scan my getbackers comics
book 35&36

cool comics
my favs
didnt do white's hw
cos cannot find the website

had to go le
scolded by my mum
so gtg bb

2007-02-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

complete mostly all the things in my com

Tired~
still got white's homework...
i bet i gonna type it out by myself >T.T<
it will takes hrs!

Yesterday night chatted with abigail in msn
I had a great tym chatting with her :)
It brightened the boring night

didnt blog at my private blog for very long
no tym i guess
cos homeworks are piling...
and still got chi newspaper reflection...
so no tym...

I jus thinking y i can't throw away the "lol" and "haha" in my blog posts
maybe i jus dunno wat to type

Truly speaking, i felt weird
y?
cos...
hmmm maybe i'll write it the next post
later going to my dad's office
had to scan everything!!!
lol wondering if scanning the white's wrksht is allowed
i dun wanna type all out!

This week wont hav floorball...
wonder if the sec1s will sit quietly and follow the instructions
(i dun wan my floorball to stuck on the aircon...:X)
this week will hav volleyball
i wonder if we can get a chance to play ornot
one more day will be meeting carrie
lol a count down aint?
lol this yr's special
4 days before CNY is valentine's day
then 5 days after CNY is my bdae....
coincident
hu will i giv for valentine's day?
this yr will onli hav... let me count... confidential
but i guess tt peops know tt this yr wont be the same as last yr
i guess

for how many peops will i giv?
wait till valentine's day come!

2007-02-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

Finally got Getbackers ep36!
lol bought it for $5.75
cos i got the membership card
lol hate comics connection
sold it for $7.30 while the book onli cost NT$85

Hate today tuition
Jian lun the si gay keep annoying the whole lesson
damn him

Nth to post much
my com has the "talent" of switching on itself when the adapter is on
lol cos i accidentally switch it's mode before the formation
so forget to tune it back
had to do so tomoro

so boring now...
still watching digimon
had to pass my sis the com soon
she sux!
lol dun blog more le...
she's behind forcing me....
lol she herself oso use vry long
arghh
gtg
bb