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I wanna shed my tears, just for you...
09 June, 2007
AUr Destiny, 9:00:00 PM

HAPPY 173rd posts!
haha nvr tot this day will come sia..
lol

today tuition kinda lame
mr wong is still around
saying same old stuffs,
about guys are untruthful,
all they want is tuu get into ur clothes,
and wateva wateva
lol he says lyk tt is not onli cursing all the males in the world,
he is also saying about himself siia...
lol if wat he said is true
i will lyk tuu swear tt i will nvr be one of those examples he gave
lol some can say i hao lian hao lian buay hiao bai
i dun care
cos all i noe is tt i want tuu swear
(tuu proof him wrong lar =x)

actually wat he said, tuu me, is lyk having a 'life lesson'
nn a sort of gambling
fro wat he said,
i did learn about stuffs
about relationships when growing up
the reliability of this and that
but the more i listen tuu him
i turn out being more and more,
dunno how tuu say,
got more thinking of myself
then will begin tuu try tuu disagree tuu wat he said
haha i'm rebellious...

today when going tuition,
tot i'd saw queenie
but think properly
i bet it's nvr be possible
argh... dunwan care so much le
holiday must rest de

been drawing since my urge of making my new comic
i'm a pathetic artist
two characters nid 2hrs
sad rite??
anw i'm gonna draw one simple short manga
maybe today or tomoro then start
so sian

jiayou for my comics!

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

07 June, 2007
AUr Destiny, 10:57:00 PM

finally back tuu blog again
so loong didnt blog le
cos busy wif my friendster =))
and so unfortunately
my com got virused ytd!
it took me loong tuu repair it
sad =((

supposely tuu get the pics i took in vivo fro adrian de
but he said his com's down
omfg!!
no choice lar
must wait...

my friendster have 120 views!!!
yeah lots rite??
and 88 comments
82 friends
before june, i onli hav 34 comments
and 56 friends
now i increased so many =))
so happy
thx everyone =))

been feeling wierd siia
cos after adding alot of my pri sch friends and jrs in friendster
suddenly thr's an urge of the arrival of teacher's day in my mind
of cos tt's a vry vry good thing
but then it's a long way till tt day
lyk sch reopens,
homeworks,
tests,
hardships,
alot of things lar
nn i am not completely want tt day tuu arrive
cos i jus... how tuu say... some sort of not wanting tuu see queenie
not tt i dunwan tuu, and not tt i not feeling tuu, jus tt i dun dare tuu
cos i fraid the one i'll be seeing wun be the one i used tuu noe
or maybe she wun be thr at all
lol i'm jus a fcking bastard lar...
(but of cors, i still hope tt we'll meet tt day)

holiday's fun
but i missed friends
like abigail, jessica, horng jye, sean, alot lar
but sch reopens nvr be in my wishlist
lol anw gtg
so bye

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

02 June, 2007
AUr Destiny, 2:49:00 PM

YEAH!!! finally posted one in july
feel lyk abandoning this blog
cos no tym blog blog

soo happy tt my testimonials in friendster rised tuu 45!!!
all thx tuu my friends in friendster!! =))
arigato!!
been sending out testimonials for days
have done with the third flood
now's for the fourth and fifth
it's call flood cos
i flood ppl with testimonial =))
lol

latr tuition,as usual(?), will be vry lame
hopefully is mr wong come teach
OR ELSE it can be so lame tt evn exageration wun make it worser... x_x
hopefully we can slack today

tomoro going vivo with adrain, again(?)
this tym is for a movie
wat movie we'll be watching?
not sure
maybe spidey, pirates of the bean or shreky
hopefully tomoro will be fun
regretfully we missed out andy AGAIN =.=
he's always busy

i gg for lunch now
so gtg
jaha! ;)

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

27 May, 2007
AUr Destiny, 10:52:00 PM

YEAH!!!
MY HOLIDAYS STARTS AT...1hr 8mins more =))

had lotsa fun smsing(?)
lol yep
actually wanting to blog in my second blog
but thr lyk leng qin qin de
so dunwan....
sad...

so been sms-ing olivia
cut down the sms-es tuu jess
cos i onli hav $9++ left T.T
chatting wif her kinda fun =))
nvr thought tt 1 yr dint meet our mo qi still shi zhu =))
actually i do learn alot in our msgs
haha dun tell you wat -_-

lol today went to visit my grandpa
oso talked to amelia
tok about wat?
confidential
onli can say one thing
is tt she says my msn msg is very mushy...
something lyk tt lar
forgot wat it is liao
actually still can lar tuu me
then she oso ask me hu i lyk
i jus say nobody
cos me myself i oso dunno =x
she wants me to spam her friendster profile
hmm... i hatew spamming
but i'll do it maybe tomoro
cos now too late le
i want slp...

she finally visited my profile!!!
lol hu is tt "she"??
lol the one i said i want tuu know de
jus happy tt my viewership was raised =))
nth much

sean's bdae's coming!!
buy him bananas...(cos we kept calling him king kong)
lol jus joking
actually thinking of buying spiderman 3 for him
if horngjye's willing to pay half or 1/4 of the prize
but if not
maybe i'll buy something cheaper
or maybe jus buy "king kong" myself =X
lol pls change the "king kong" above tuu "spiderman three"
haha see i so gd
still will buy him stuff when he dint gimme prezzie =((
anw i'll suck him dry nxt yr =)))

this is the end of my today's fantasy!

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

25 May, 2007
AUr Destiny, 9:09:00 PM

So sad...
huang lao shi today last day teaching us T-T
cos she's going tuu study le
sad sad sad

today is kinda sian...
yup
actually tot of alot of stuffs tuu write
but i jus forgotten....

so i think i'm ending here
vry short rite?
lol so i gtg le
bb

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

24 May, 2007
AUr Destiny, 8:06:00 PM

Are thr anitiing better to do than sleeping
when thr's nth tuu do and alot of things tuu do???


today's shiyun's bdae
gave her the prezzie
yup
and hopefully she likes it

now it's 10:13pm
though the timer may say it's 8+
cos i started blogging at tt tym
i'm so tired
doing the stupid sci scrapbook
it's a project
which we were suppose to do in sean's hse
BUT we wasted tym on playing xbox... T-T
anw i finished it
haiz.. now printing...
tomoro it's the last day of sch!!!
i'm so glad =))

hmm.... chatted with olivia today
the third tym =)
she seems bothered
cos of her sch mock exam
which is tt she has tuu choose a sub combination
but since she is one of the top
so the teachers(?) will help her tick he one with amths, phys and chem
but those subs she dint meet the requirements
and her band
she asked me wat would i do if i am her(for the mock exam 1)
well i tried tuu help
but i cant understand her sch's system for the mock exam
is lyk so complicated
maybe it is me who grown stupidier...

i felt vulnerable when i'm unable to help....

i wanted tuu help her solve her problems
but i jus dun understand...
all i can do is to cheer her up and support her (spiritually)
tt's all

now i printed finish everything
and trying tuu download angelus(inuyasha's last op)
haiz...
i think i'm gone case le..
most probably have tuu study in poly...

sad case

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

23 May, 2007
AUr Destiny, 8:18:00 PM

now back to blog
my viewership sucks man...
so lil peops view my blog
but nvm
i will not giv up blogging =))

tomoro's shiyun's bdae
bought her prezzie le
a nice cutie soft toy
haha
it took away my lunch..
cos actually want buy choco for her
which is cheaper
but then lyk tt no cheng yi
so nvm lar
jus sacrifies my lunch
and buy tt toy
cos i everytym oso dint eat lunch
cos everytym go home slp le eat dinner
so nvm =))

really enjoyed chatting with olivia
really
she is one of the person whom i enjoyed chatting with most
really
haha we used to have alot of things tuu say when we are in pri sch
nvr gets bored...
lol cos tt tym i vry easy communicate with others
lol surprisingly no one calls me flirt
lol i vry decent de =)))
haha actually i cant believe tt i sacrifies my playtym tuu chat with her sia
haha tt's y i hav tym tuu blog
lol according tuu my record
her birthday is exactly on the same date with abigail
same
lol have tuu buy two sets of prezzie at a shot
tt means have tuu bring big bags tuu sch sia
lol tt's means i hav tuu skip floorball lor...
lol haha tuu giv her the prezzie
lol it still ages after
so i'll think of a solution
(i doubt there is)

anw i gtg le
so jaha

i wanna shed a tear...jus for you....

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excel in my studies
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visit ireland if possible
be in sch team for floorball
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